Unknown Time is ticking. Them man think they're in the clear. Little do they know there's a snake in their circle. Only time will tell.
Ramarn I've never been one for girl stress. Fuck em and duck em has been the motto since I was a little yute. Naz though. There was something about her. I don't even want to sound sarft. I wasn't used to girls wanting nothing from me but sex. It irritated me that she actually agreed to it. I was used to girls begging me to wife them, girls giving me that power over them. With Naz, everything was on her terms and I hated it. As much as I don't want to admit, I actually like the girl. I proper like her but I don't know if she feels the same so I don't want to tell her and then everything crumbles. Our friendship group is already fucked as it is. Some dysfunctional family. Lately she's been moving distant so I hope she's not tryna end our arrangement because I do enjoy her company quite a lot.
Jeremiah The mandem finally snuck me a phone in here. I've been going on my gram lately, stalking Mirah of course. If I couldn't shout her, I might aswell stalk her gram to see what she was up to. The shit she posts nowadays pisses me off. About she's posting with her bum out, shit like that makes me wanna call and cuss her out.
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I stop myself though, I got to remember I left her alone and she's single. In my head, she's still mine though. Forever and always. I couldn't lie she looked more beautiful than she ever was. Looks like she put on weight too, she looked happy. I'm careful not to watch her stories or like her posts because I don't want to give her that hope. I'm too curious though? I wanna see what she's doing and hear her voice again. An idea clicks into my head, something the mandem told me they did a while ago.
The mandem have a fake account to pree the opps on a low. I can't remember the password so I bell LK. "Yooo bruce, what you telling me? You good? Need anything?", he begins to bombard me with hella questions. I suck my teeth and get straight to the point, "what's the password to that fake account you man made". He starts laughing loudly, he's beginning to irritate me. "Why do you need it?" He continues questioning me. "I wanna pree suin man just give it", at this point I'm irritated and want to lock off this whole call. "If you wanna pree Mirah you can just say you know" Last straw. I lock off the call and sigh to myself. LK is useless and annoying, I don't know why he's up in my business anyway. I tossed the phone and closed my eyes. I wasn't in the mood for anything or anyone now.
I heard a notification go off and it was from the stupid idiot finally sending me the login information. I quickly logged in and went to watch her story. There were couple of snaps of her dancing and I chuckled to myself. She was so dumb. The last snap ruined my mood instantly. She snapped a dinner table with a hand and I know that hand didn't belong to no gyal. She was on a date. What the actual fuck?
Grace Life has been hectic. JB going to jail had a big impact on all of us. He had become one of my brothers and it really hurt me to see him go and even hurt more to see Amirah so depressed. I don't agree with his choice to cut her out but I can see why he done it. I don't get involved though, we all banned his name from being the topic in front of Mirah.
When he left, she had massive breakdowns anytime he would be mentioned and she's recovered from all of that now so I wouldn't want it to reoccur. I know it's hard for her seeing all of our relationships blossom whilst the man she had is in jail but she seems to be happy and loving on now with Khalil. I'm happy if she's happy.
As for me and ST, this time with him has been amazing. For us to be the only couple with no issues whatsoever I'm so grateful. At first I wasn't trying to take him in because them boys really don't have a good rep with girls and I mean look at his friends. I'm glad I did take him in though, princess treatment all round nothing less. Anything I want, he makes sure I get. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. Sometimes I wonder if everything is too good to be true. I don't even want to compare him and LK but LK started off so well and ended up cheating. I'd be so broken if he cheated on me, I wouldn't be able to cope.
Amirah I've decided to take Khalil more serious because it's unfair on him, he shouldn't have to pay for what somebody else did to me. He's so caring and patient. I really do like him. I'm still going to take it slow but he's definitely got a chance. He's got me thinking of going to cover up my tattoo so I must like him quite a lot. Today he took me on a date, it was so cute. We went on one of them Uber boats and he took me to some fancy restaurant. I felt like a proper princess.
I hate comparing but JB had never taken me to a place like that, he'd always promised me but I guess he just never got round to it.
That's another thing about Khalil, he's legit. He dibbles and dabbles in fraud but he's not on any type of violent crimes. It's quite refreshing, I don't have to stay up and worry if he's going to get bagged or hurt. I don't wanna talk down on JB because he did massively contribute to the happiest time of my life but I just think it came with a lot of stress and with Khalil it's not like that. I think Khalil is a little bit of an upgrade. I still love JB but I'm 100% ready to move on with Khalil.
Khalil
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Omg guys I've finally got back into my writing spirit. Amirah is kinda getting on my nerves. Poor JB🥺 Anywayssss I have a new book coming out soon. So look for out that. Don't forget to vote and comment. I love you all for your patience x
