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Suicide Is Not An Option

Please don't kill yourself. I don't know everything you've been through, but just know that I'm here to talk. If you're feeling pain, just know I've been there, and I'm still currently there. I have no clue about your story, but I know you're going to shed light, one day soon. Lemme tell you, I had a plan to kill myself. Back in August, I tried to build up the courage to do so. But I took a second to think about it, I dropped the knife. I sat in 'my' room, and cried for hours. On the outside I was aye okay, smiley, go lucky, type of gal, but on the inside I was breaking completely. The voice of my depression and anxiety only got louder, and louder. I was lied to by depression and anxiety. I've sorta walked in your shoes. I've been in my lowest. You might say you're going to kill yourself, but God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness. God will shed a light, he will let you free, one day from your pain. Confusion is never from God, it's straight from the Devil. You got to the place because you tried fighting your own fight. Let God fight for you, after all, that's what he's there for. He wants the best for you. I'm sorry you've been through everything you have. But God wants to help. So let him. Let him take the wheel, his yoke is heavy, but his burden is light. God will replace the Devils. You were made for more. If you take your life, you're going to regret it. I'm here for you right now. You're not alone in this fight. Believe me, I thought suicide was the only way out of this fight. I walked through fire, and I've felt the heat, but I pushed past it. Stand up. People will miss you, I promise. Don't go the route of suicide. I can't reach everyone, even if I try my best. Some people will believe the lie to take their life; it's the easiest way out, it's the best way to die. But please don't do it. This isn't a game. Please listen to me. You have a choice to take your life, or keep playing this game of life. But for me....

Please don't take your life, okay? 

Suicide Hotline Number- 1-800-273-8255

National Hopeline Number- 1-800-784-2433