Best of Friends.. or more?

Part 2

We have a table read today, it's midseason of season 10. I know I won't be playing on Greys Anatomy for the rest of my life, but I hope it keeps going for at least a few more seasons. Being here on set and being with Ellen, I couldn't ask for a better work life.

Personal life on the other hand.. not so fantastic. There was a time in my life where I wouldn't even glance at another women, all I had on my mind was Jillian. I was so in love with this women. I don't even know why. My first wife, Rocky Parker, my ex manager, was so toxic. She made me think that I loved her but really, she was just using me. Using me for fame, sex, and for her own personal obsession with me.

I guess that's why I clung onto Jill so much. She wasn't crazy, she was just a normal, beautiful, young women who liked me. It made me nervous even when I had to do so much as speak to her. She wasn't a fan, she wasn't an older women, she was just normal. I loved that about Jill.

Overtime, the other foot finally dropped. Jillian became so clingy, to clingy for my liking. I broke up with her before we got married. Then, she told me she was pregnant. So, like the honorable man I am, I asked her to marry me. However, she 'miscarried' 6 months into her pregnancy. She made it seem normal that we didn't go to the doctor regularly for baby check ups. I'm a man and I know I don't know a whole lot about a women's body, well having a women's body. But it seemed all too.. fake for me. Out of guilt, I continued with the marriage. We got married fairly quickly because she wanted to look fit for her wedding dress. I understood, whatever made her the most comfortable.

Then it just all changed after the wedding. She was different. I thought it was grief from loss of our baby, which would be completely understandable. Her body just formed a child, she spent 6 months with a child, and then like that its gone. I always had my doubts, was she actually with child?

Around 3 years after our wedding, she confessed she was with child. The pregnancy was amazing. The baby, our baby, Tallula, was the perfect unborn child. Jillian always talked about how easy her pregnancy was. After Tal was born, it seemed like more and more of my love for Jill faded away.

It truly went away when I first laid eyes on her, Ellen Pompeo. The feeling when I first saw her, it's a feeling i'll never forget. It felt like something just clicked, everything was in order. When her hand touched mine, the electricity was like a literal spark. And when I kissed her, God... when I kissed her I felt myself truly awaken.

We pushed it away, both of us. We continued to lie to ourselves, we let the sexual tension build up until it was like a blade sharp enough to cut the toughest stone. It was hell, wanting another women. Constantly thinking about another women when you were with your wife. Whats even worse, was hating the man that got to touch her. He showed her off, he got to touch her, he publicly kissed her, held her hand. The despise in my veins for Chris Ivery at times is relentless.

One night after filming, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted her, no not want; I needed her. At this point I was willing to risk it all. I knew she felt it too, I could tell by well ovbiously the tension, but how she wouldn't pull away so easily after the director called cut, when she muffled her noises when I would touch her during scenes. Despite what ABC said, Ellen and I were rule breakers.

So after filming, when we were in the trailer, just sitting on the couch; the same tension arose. I rubbed my hand along her exposed inner thigh, watching how it affected her. I loved the little pj shorts she was wearing, short, very short. Higher my hand would trail up, rubbing circles all along her inner thigh. The next thing I knew, I was kissing her. I'd say this was around the end of season two.

I pulled her onto my lap and placed my hands on her bum, she grinded down onto me. Making me harder. I moved my mouth down to her neck, kissing her soft flesh. Stopping to suck on a sweet spot I found when shooting a scene. She let out a soft moan.

My hands moved up to her T-Shirt, playing with the hem. My mouth went back to attach to hers, my tongue attempting to enter her mouth. She was playing a dirty game, she declined. I let my hands follower her body up to her bare breasts. Taking her left nipple in between my thumb and index finger, slightly squeezing, enough for her to let out a louder moan. Letting me slip my tongue into her mouth.

I play along with the hem of her shirt for a few seconds before I decided I wanted it off her. I wanted to see the beautiful body she has. I know i've grabbed her breasts through her shirt during a scene before, but this, this made me for excited than ever. My hands caressed her body, her never ending curves. We take a break from kissing. I longingly look at her.

"Can I get rid of that shirt?" I whisper into her ear before sucking her earlobe. She looks at me with a smirk. "Of course." Before I know it, her lips fall onto my neck, her sucking and kissing. God, it was sensational.

My hands desperately waiting to rid her of her shirt, I lift it up. She releases from my neck and allows me to take it off her. My eyes fall down to admire her. I look up to her, wanting to know if she still approves.

"You can have me, Patrick. It's okay. I promise. I want you." She receives my message. I immediately go to explore her chest. Sucking on one while massaging the other. Hearing her soft, delicate moans. Her hands tangled in my hair, gently tugging. She moves her hands down to play with my shirt, mimicking me pulling at the end. I pull away from her body giving her the opportunity to take it off. She quickly pulls it over my head. I pick her up, her legs wrapping around my waist. I take her to the bedroom gently but sternly tossing her on the bed.

I move to hover over top of her, connecting my lips to hers once again. This time letting my hand fall down to her shorts. However my hand doesn't enter her shorts just to tease her. I rub her through her silk shorts. I can feel frustration build inside of her.

"Paddy, what are you waiting for. Please." She moans. "Ellie, I want to enjoy you. I want to take it slow." My hand moves up to interlock my fingers with the sides of her shorts. I quickly pull them down. She's left in her red, lacy thong. Her body begs for me. Her hands fall down to pull my grey sweat pants off. Leaving me only in my boxers.

Moving back to hover over her, I trail kisses up her neck, sucking and gently biting. Definitely leaving marks, I didn't care. I nibble on her earlobe getting a moan from her.

"Fuck me." She moans as I find the sweet spot on her neck. I couldn't wait any longer either. I needed to be inside of her, I needed to feel her.

My hands interlocked with her panties, fulling them in a swift motion. I tease her opening with my fingers, slipping one in.

"God, you're so wet." She bucks her hips up. I wanted to taste her, so that's exactly what I did. I moved my head down to align with her opening. Using my tongue to trace her folds. I insert my tongue, reviving a moan from her.

I use my thumb to find her clit, and rub it. Determined to bring her to her first orgasm. Her head tilted back, moaning my name. I switched to sucking on her erect clit and inserting two fingers into her. Thrusting them in at a fast pace, hitting her cervix.

"Patrick, i'm there. I'm gonna cum." Her hands tangle in my hair, lightly tugging, making me groan. I fasten my pace thrusting my fingers in and out, adding a third one. She moans as her orgasm occurs. My mouth goes back down to her opening, wanting to taste her.

"God, you taste amazing." I kiss her. "Paddy, that was amazing. But can you please fuck me senseless now?" Her delicate hand massaging my balls, while the other strokes my hard dick.

"Definitely." I swiftly insert myself into her wet, throbbing pussy. Both letting out a moan. I let her adjust to my size before starting to slowly thrusting in and out.

I find my rhythm. "Fuck, El. You're so tight." I moan. She feels so good around me. I start thrusting into her harder and faster. Her head throwing back moaning my name. "Yes, Paddy. Fuck!" She moans loudly.

I attach her neck again, finding the sweet spot that drove her crazy earlier. I place my hand on her clit, rubbing and gently pinching. Trying to last through her second orgasm.

"I'm there again, Pat." She breaths heavily. "Me too, El." She orgasms and mine quickly follows. We collapse while i'm still inside of her, gently pulling out.

"That was.." I get cut off. "Some of the best sex i've ever had." She lightly giggles. She cuddles up next to me, I embrace her and we both fall asleep.