𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝙸 𝙼𝚎𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞 // Bokuto x Reader

13

The end of the deal

"Why are you suddenly deciding on backing out with our deal now?!" Bokuto asked, his head still facing down as he sat on the bench.

"Before nationals, didn't you said it yourself? Yukie will take you back soon, right?"

"Our plan is working, even I can tell that she started to get jealous. So that means I already did my part well."

Bokuto stood up from the bench and turn his back on you, walking to the center of the court.

"Bo, I want to stop, let's just end this please."

"... Hmm why?" He asked again, taking the ball on the floor.

"Bokuto, I already told you, I want out."

He stop on his track, stiffened after hearing you call him by his name. He gritted his teeth again, frustrated by thinking of what he should do. "Play" Bokuto said as he looked at you before passing the ball, which you manage to catch.

"... I don't play." You let go of the ball which made it bounce a few times before rolling away.

"Then I don't want to." He replied back

"Oh come on!" You screamed making the other guys turn to look at the two of you.

"Then...if you manage to serve the ball 5 times in a row to the other side of the net."

"There you go again, doing something your way. I'm so fed up, can't you understand? I can't take it anymore." Your voice began to sound hoarse, trying to keep your emotions inside. "I feel like I'm gonna die early everytime I'm with you. Isn't that reason enough?!"

"What other reason do you w—nt?" Your voice cracked. "You want me to play volleyball when I told you I can't?"

"Fine!" You marched to the ball cart, grabbing one. Bokuto just stared at your every move, unable to comprehend what's happening. You serve with all your might but failed terribly with the ball hitting the net. You grabbed another ball on the cart and serve it yet again failing on getting the ball to the other side. You tried again and again, failing miserably as you miss each shot and with each serve, you said something back to Bokuto who's stiff as a stone

"Here, isn't this what you want?"
"I'm doing what you want again."
"Now will you finally let me go?"

Finally you stopped, feeling exhausted. You looked at the floor for a few seconds before turning your head to look at Bokuto and to your surprised, he had a pained expression on his face.

"... I guess you can also get tired of me." He put on a fake smile while staring at your eyes before walking pass everyone out of the gym.

"...Bo" you quickly followed him.

The whole team watched the two of you leave the gym door, after what had happened. Washio was about to walk to check on the two of you but was stopped by Akaashi, saying they should give you guys some space.

"Bo, wait!"

"It's not like that, that's not what I meant." You said, still trying to catch up with him.

"Then, what?" He stopped on his feet, turning around to face you.

"Bo... Do you really not get it?"

"Get what?!"

"The truth!"

"What are you saying?What truth?!"

"I want to end this already because it's starting to become too real!"

"What's becoming too real?!"

"My feelings for you are starting to become real!" You blurted out, surprising the both of you by what you just said.

Bokuto stared at your eyes for a moment, while the both of you stood there in silence. "...and you think I'm not?"

"I have feelings for you too y/n! God I might actually even love you already!"

"..."

"No you're right..." He added, making you look down to avoid his gaze.

"Let's just stop this."

His word pierced through your heart, as you began to see everything blurry with tears building up slowly in your eyes. You clenched on your shirt before pulling your head up again to look at him. Eyes started to become a pool of tears, you smiled at him before turning around and as you were about to take another step, Bokuto held your wrist stopping you.

"...I want to make things official." He said, making you turn back to look at him, surprised by his words.

Hesitating for a second before speaking again. "We're just going to get hurt..."

"y/n why do you have so many excuses?"

"Because I know Bo."

He sighed after hearing what you said, "just once, can you please not make any reasons. If we get hurt then so be it, that's part of loving someone, isn't it?"

You looked at Bokuto in the eyes as your tears began to stream down on your face. You smiled at him again, nodding your head gently and making a huge smile form on his face.

He quickly pulled you closer to him, hugging you as tight yet so gentle as he can. You giggled wrapping your arm around his neck, embracing him back.

"Bo, didn't I told you? Stop acting like a big baby. It's too cute, my heart wouldn't be able to handle it."