Lena awoke to the feeling of Selina's breath on her cheek. She felt the weight of her, and somehow things didn't feel nearly as bad. She ran a hand along her warm skin, savoring the tingle of each connection between her fingers and Selina's body. It still amazed her that Selina removed her mask and let Lena see the real her. She was exquisite. Her tousled blonde hair, her wiry frame, and the sheer vulnerability of her made Lena quiver. They held each other all night, lips pressing together, tongues searching for satisfaction, hands clawing and kneading. They didn't make love. They were content being together, and Lena knew in her heart that Kara would haunt each moment of their passionate rendezvous.
She was Lena's fantasy. Lena had spent many a night imaging Kara bursting into her apartment wearing one of her signature dress shirts and a pair of pressed pants. She would bite her lip as she imagined Kara running a hand along her inner thigh and up her skirt. Her mind would paint a tawdry picture of Kara flipping her over the arm of her white couch and dominating her until there was nothing left of Lena but a satisfied puddle of a person, melted like wax under the flame of Kara's maddening desire. Breathlessness would overtake her as she dreamed up images of Kara sliding into her rhythmically, faster and faster. She would pant at the thought of Kara moving along the bed, naked, hungry, and ready to devour her until she could take no more. Lena knew she needed to chip the image of Kara bringing her to her knees and demanding her adoration out of her mind forever. She would never worship Kara again. She needed to dominate. She needed to change the narrative of her desire and find a new fantasy.
Lena smoothed a gentle hand over Selina's head, opened her eyes wide, and stared out at the National City dawn. Her heart dropped when she saw Supergirl floating outside her window, invading every bit of their privacy and peace. Her contentment shattered in an instant and her heart filled with rage. Lena moved the blanket to cover Selina and threw on her robe. She ran out to the balcony and shut the door tight behind her, mindful of her other guests who were fast asleep in the living room.
She cried out, angry tears pooling in her eyes.
"Where are you? Get over here and face me, you coward!"
Supergirl floated down slowly and settled about twenty feet away from the balcony's edge.
Lena was livid. Her heart pounded wildly in her chest. She could taste rust in her mouth where she had bitten her lip in anger.
Supergirl said nothing.
Lena grabbed the edge of the balcony and reeled at the image of Supergirl staring back at her blankly.
"SAY SOMETHING DAMN YOU! SAY SOMETHING! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
Supergirl smiled, but her eyes were void of any emotion at all.
Lena squeezed and suddenly the concrete crumbled between her fingers. Supergirl's face dropped. She was shaken. Before Lena could react, the balcony door opened, and she could sense her three friends move in close behind her.
Lena turned and saw that Selina had transformed back into Cat. Harley and Ivy stood on either side of Lena, protectively.
"You okay, Lena?" Ivy asked.
Her vines lifted behind the four women, cradling them close.
Lena turned back to Supergirl and screamed.
"You don't respond to my text messages, you ignore my emails, and now you're lurking like a pervert outside my window? SAY SOMETHING! ARE YOU BROKEN? DO YOU HATE ME? STOP HAUNTING ME!"
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Too Crazy To Love ~ A Supercorp Fanfic (PART 1)
Fiksi PenggemarFearing she has lost Kara's love and trust forever, Lena sinks into a crippling pit of despair and angst. While traveling on business in Gotham, she stumbles on an ad for an unconventional support group she thinks might help her deal with her feelin...