Forrest

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Forrest pov
I just laid there lifelessly, my whole body was shaking and my lower body ached. Tears rolled down my side face. I hate him. Why did he do that to me. I thought he was bad and acted like a caveman, but even then I thought he was having a facade, and maybe he was kind since he helped me and saved me. I am too stupid. I never thought he would humiliate me like that. He touched me and made me such a mess in front of him. Who does he think he is?

I couldn't do anything while he touched me like that, back then I actually thought i was gonna die because of the feeling on the pit of my stomach. I feel disgusted that I actually felt aroused and moaned when he touched me. Please God help me, I don't wanna be here I couldn't stop myself from crying, I never felt so humiliated and alone in my life. My body felt cold while I held tightly on the blanket.

First thing tomorrow morning I am leaving this place with Maya wait omg where is Maya? I didn't see her, maybe she is sleeping in another room. I hope nothing like this ever happen to her. I closed my eyes and tried to forget everything that had happened and just disappear.

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I opened my eyes to someone gently shaking me to wake up.

"Miss wake up it's already 10 am, the breakfast is ready" I stared at the beautiful middle age woman standing over me with a gentle smile on her face. But then her eyes widened when I moved myself shit I am half naked I quickly pulled the blanket up to my neck and blushed. I tried to talk but throat was still sore.

"W..who are you?" I asked her even tho I had an idea she worked here because of her uniform.
"I work here. Here is some fresh clothes you can wear after you shower" she pointed towards the clothes beside the bed. I had no idea what was happening but I had to ask her about something more important.

"Have you seen Maya? Where is she?" I asked. I wanted to know if she was safe. But the lady just shook her head.

"Sir told me to not say anything more than necessary. After you are done showering press the button here-" she pointed somewhere beside the bed drawer "- and I'll be here to put a bandage around your neck, it's seems like it's gotten worse than the last time I checked" she frowned a little and was ready to leave. I shuddered at what the actual reason behind it getting worse was.

"Is there anything you need Ma'am?" She checked for the last time but when I shook my head she just left the room closing the door after her. I looked at the loose pants and brown wool sweater and some underwear with it, I took them with me and entered the joint bathroom.

I striped of my shorts and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I looked dead to say the least. I had gotten dark circles around my eyes and my neck was full of bruises and purple and red bite marks. There were hand marks on my waist and both of my breast were still red after he had grabbed them- I couldn't even think about what had happened it hurt my heart and made wanna jump off a tall building and just disappear.

But i couldn't do that, I had to get stronger. I have been through worst. Even tho he humiliated me and left his marks on me, he didn't hurt me physically. What I had to bear when i was still a teenager was far worse than this.

With that thought in mind, I took a warm shower and wash my whole body as if trying to wash away every mark on my body.

I pressed the button like that woman said i should've asked for her name, I feel bad for calling her 'that woman' well it's not like I am staying here for long to know her name. It's good I didn't ask her.

She changed my bandage like she had promised but not before putting some weird ointment on it. It stung like a bitch but I had to bear it. She said it would make the bruises disappear quicker.

She later led me to a gigantic kitchen where the table was already set with so many mouthwatering food, seeing it made my stomach growl of hunger.

I suddenly got happier, my mood was lifted again. I started walking towards the table and turned around toward the maid.
"Is this all for me?" I asked. Don't get me wrong I am not asking just because I want to eat all of this by myself but because there wasn't anyone else around.

"Yes ma'am. And by the way Mr. Luther is gonna join too if they are back soon." She replied while leaving quickly before even letting me the chance to ask any further.

I took a seat and started eating the mouthwatering breakfast in front of me. There were pancakes with maple syrup and cream on top of it, sausages, fried eggs and freshly baked garlic bread with orange juice beside it. There was even whole oats cooked with lots of berries on top of it and with nuts. I started digging on it and was eating happily. I was so engrossed into eating that I didn't even notice the brunette head leaning behind the kitchen counter. My appetite immediately disappeared and my happy expression turned into a frown.

"How was your sleep?" Asked a smiling Arthur. The nerve of this guy. He had the audacity to confront me like this and smile at me after what he did last night. If he thinks I'll forget whatever happened last night then he is the biggest fool I have ever met. This man's gonna get it from me today. He has to apologize for humiliating me like that.

"You bastard!" I was so mad that I abruptly stood up. His expression changed into a confused one as if he has no idea what I am mad about.

"Calm down little kitten. What's gotten into ur head this early in the morning" he asked so calmly that the blood in my veins started to boil THIS BITCH!! THE MERE SIGHT OF HIM IS MAKING ME MAD

"First of all its 10am its not early!-" I emphasized on the last words "-and second do not pretend to be oblivious you motherfucker. Who the fuck do you think you are?! You know that I am talking about last night and what you did to me. That was sexual harassment! I can file a case on you!" I heavied a sigh. His expression didn't change at all, in fact it got more calmer with a gentle smile on his face.

"You look cute when you smile" he said smiling again. What..?!

What is he...? He wasn't taking me seriously. This is beyond humiliation. What does he think I am?

"Arthur-" he interrupted me.
"Listen, why don't you eat first and then we can talk and maybe I'll even answer your questions, huh? You look pale and thin, if you keep using you energy on being mad you might pass out" this time his expression was more stern and collective.

Does he really think I am going to listen to any bullshit he is babbling out right now? The fuck with food, I rather starve than obey him and eat. My stubborn expression and my silence might gave him my answer, that's why he went around the counter and stood in front of the table I was previously eating in.

"You wanna eat or expand the time by which you see Maya again?" wait..

"DO NOT INVOLVE MAYA IN THIS! I swear ON MY WHOLE FUCKING EXISTENCE I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY OWN BARE HANDS IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO HER YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE"

His expression remained the same, which made me even angrier. Anything but Maya. She is too sensitive even though she put on a tough act. She curses a lot which gives her that baddie look but in reality she is a little innocent girl who cries by mere sight of blood. She cries when she is mad or if someone shouts at her.

"Her or the food?" He didn't even tried to react to my outburst. Seems like I had no other choice but to eat, because I wouldn't know what he would do to Maya or what he have already done. I haven't seen her since last night.

So I grumpily sat down and started eating like a mad woman. I gulped down the whole glass of orange juice in one go and ate the sandwich in three big bites. I had to finish fast so I can meet up with Maya and get the hell out of here.