Two years and a half.I never thought that I could go on with my life for two years and a half without you but I just did. Maybe because I have learned to move on with baby steps that one day, I love you would turn into I loved You.
You're a precious person in my life and it will never be changed. You always had the social part of me but Kook, I guess, it's time to move on. I've been suffering for too long. 16 years Kook. 16 years including this year.
Although I still felt something for you I know for the fact that maybe one day, I just woke up and I don't feel anything for you at all.
I'm still happy that you have thought me the greatest thing in this world. It was self-love. Ever since I distanced myself, I realized Kook that I needed to love myself more. I am not the same insecure girl you know for 23 years. I'm a changed woman now Kook. I am more confident. I love myself and it was you who taught me how to do it.
I finally realized the purpose of this heartache. It was to stand up and love yourself above anything else.
Thank you for giving me hope.
Lisa.
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"We're more than friends but less than a lover. We looked perfectly good like two beautiful shoes but don't fit each other."
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