- 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞!

007 || Weird, Huh.

so um, we all - most of us - fall in love, have crushes, have that one person which we love so much, right? everyone does, love is something which cannot be controlled, never. you never know who you will fall for, it could love at first sight, or you gradually fall for someone as time passes and you get to know then more, it's beautiful, yet the same it's not.

i have this guy, who liked me in school, like 2 years back? it's been long, i was quite young at that time, very immature, had no idea what was actually right and not, - compared to what i am now, mentally. but i think i what was right, nothing was wrong - i suppose. some rumours were spread, like that 'he likes her', and they spread like fire. i heard of them and i had no idea what was going on, i had questions, who is he tho? a junior? yeah, a junior.

he confessed to me at one, i don't really remember but i am sure he did because i remember him giving me some chocolate later on but i had refused to accept it, politely may i add. at that time, i didn't think it was something bad or wrong, he just liked me, that's all. i didn't tell me to not like me because i don't, i find that fair, so i just refused him in every way, but let him like me.

soon, he passed out off our school and everything went quiet, no more rumours about me like that, and i loved it haha. so, school went smooth, everything was fine. soon, we passed out as well. and that was near January (?), i don't remember well TT sorry. and then this pandemic started and all the schools were closed, we started having our online classes. even till that time, it was fine.

i don't know how, but once that guy texted my bestfriend asking about me, if she could give him my @ Instagram, and she sent the ss of the chats to our friends group, we all just laughed at it, and let him have my @. thought we all were laughing and joking about it, making fun of him, i was quite not sure about it, i was nervous for some reason.

soon, i received a text from him, as expected. and, he said quiet a lot of weird stuff.. things like
'hey, i couldn't find anywhere, fb, twt,.. tinder'
'i once went to your place but you werent there'
and some info about my dad, and some other stuff i don't remember. i didn't know what to or how to reply because i was weirded out, so i just replied with an 'oh..'
he became kinda aggressive after that? he was like
'is that all you're gonna say to me? after all this time?'
i was, scared i don't know, i don't remember the conversation after that, but i think i had blocked him and deleted the chat.

after that, it was back to normal, but not for a long time. some day my bestfriend again saw someone, not nice. rather inappropriate, and she told me immediately, we were actually on a call whilst she found that out so she told me right away. that guy now had my picture as his pfp, all of his stories and highlights were related to me, weird edits, weird songs. and in on of the highlights, he had my name tattooed on his hand? it looked like as if he had drawn with a pen/marker to take a picture but still, it was weird. very weird. creepy.

we contacted all of our juniors, i contacted one of my juniors, who is the closest to me out of all the juniors, i showed him that guys profile and told him what had happened, he too was not finding it nice, he was very disappointed and apologized to me, because he knew that guy as a friend. :( the same junior soon asked me something after talking to that guy, saying
'he says he wants you to talk to him just one.. if that's okay with you, and he will never bother you again'
i obviously refused, i didn't want that.

well after that, my picture was removed and those things.. and nothing has happened till now, or maybe we didn't notice. well that's just very creepy, please don't do this to anyone, they'll be highly uncomfortable. or maybe mentally disturbed.

that was it for today, i had to right this because i wanted to, it's so fucking irritating. stop.

-won.