Yandere cheater Bad Girl x Male Good Boy reader

Part 13, Why...?

"L-lia...I think w-we need to get food n-now..."

"I'll order it later, let me love you forever..."

The shy, alive male, now out of the bath and fully changed, alongside his eternal shadow, were now currently on the couch in the living room, Lia's grip on her precious Y/n iron-like, her lips softly kissing his neck as he just sat there, his blush currently present, the bandages tightly around eyes.

"L-lia...? I-if what I said before h-hurt you-"

Lia was quick to react, immediately, her nose was buried in the back of his neck, looking up at him with her arms not losing their grip on her angel.

"I deserve it Darling...You have the right...you're so kind...so precious...how did I get blessed with someone as pure as you...?"

Every word that comes out of her mouth sounded so genuine...even blind, (Y/n) could tell whether she meant what she said or didn't...it helped a lot when she would tease him...speaking of which...

"L-lia...? You're n-not being yourself...y-you haven't been acting like y-you would o-or teasing me as much a-as you would normally do..."

Lia looked at her reason for living, that was true, but then again, why would she? It was exactly that that made her k...that made her make that god awful mistake...all the times she could've shown him how much she loved him...how much she wanted him...instead she chose to believe her pain rather than her heart...
Why would she ever go back to being the girl who didn't deserve her Beloved in the first place...?

"Y-you're shaking Lia...a-and your tightening your grip...I-is something wrong...?"

She hated herself so much...she cursed her own mind...her own past and all the things that made her hurt her Darling...her hatred only replaced with fierce protectiveness when she finally had her (Y/n) again...her light in a darkness that she otherwise would be forever lost in...her own mind still slowly gaining back her lost sanity as her eyes were filled once again with life...but only for him...if anything happened to him...she wouldn't think twice to eliminate the cause of his pain...that includes herself...

"I won't let anything hurt you my love...I won't leave you ever again...I won't...I won't hurt you ever again..."

(Y/n) immediately picked up her tone...it sounded so painful...so determined...so afraid...him dying really affected her this much...? He knew that she meant every word...but to constantly make that vow over and over...even blind, he knew how she felt...he could feel her arms wrapped tightly around his frame, acting as a shield...her eyes always watching him and around him, never focusing on herself...as if he was a fragile delicate flower...with the slightest touch of force, it would fall and cease...he felt her pull him back, his back resting on her chest, his head underneath her chin....he didn't blame her...her past relationships were terrible...especially...

"L-lia...D-didn't you d-date a-a girl before you met me...?"

Lia quickly stopped her soft muttering as she looked down at her lover...he was right, all this talk...and she completely forgot...she didn't think about giving girls a try, she already did...she forgot of course...her only love was in her arms...she didn't need the dead memories...

"I...I think I did...I completely forgot"

"W-was she...a-a better lover t-than me...?"

Her entire self instantly filled with rage...like hell...like living hell that that forgotten lying slut was any better than her perfect angel! He was the embodiment of perfection, innocence at its finest, the greatest living being that has blessed this world...she wouldn't let him doubt himself, not again.

"No...That slutty bitch is nothing...you're perfect baby...you're always perfect..."

(Y/n) looked down, clear doubt inside his mind.

"I-I don't believe you Lia...I'm not perfect...I'm a mistake...A bastard with breath..."

Lia heart clenched in anger and sadness from hearing those lies, none of those were true, he was never a mistake, never a bastard...if anything...every negative thing he thought of himself...should be directed to her...she was the reason for everything...his pain...his possible blindness...his beautiful body scarred and ruined...

She wanted so badly to take away all the pain she inflicted on him, she would do it without a second thought.

'It's not fair...why...? Why did my Darling have to go through this...? It's not fair...why was I spared when it should've been him...? Why...? Why god...? How could you let me do this...? Why didn't you stop me...? You knew he was right...you knew I was wrong...so why...? Why did you let my angel get hurt...by my hand...? He fucking believed in you...he was fucking perfect...wait...perfect...Is that why you didn't stop me...? You want my angel to go with you...? No...nonono...you can't do that...you won't...I won't let you! He's mine! You have your own angels! Leave mine alone!'

(Y/n) felt her grip around his body tighten, softly shaking, as well as tears falling down on his cheeks. Lia was crying...why? Suddenly, his heart felt unease...

'You can't have my Darling! I won't go on another day without him! I won't let you take my reason for living! I-!'

Suddenly, Lia was cut off...by a hand softly cupping her cheek, she looked down and saw her beautiful Darling...his thumb gently rubbing her cheek as she instantly rested her hand on top of his.

"L-lia..."

Lia, very gently, moved his hand to her lips, softly kissing his palm. Her heart instantly felt at peace, her mind now calm and her shaking now ceasing...all from a simple touch...

Her eyes continued to stare at the innocent boy in her arms before gently leaving down, her lips just inches away from his.

"You're not a mistake...you're not a bastard...You never were...Please...don't leave me..."

(Y/n) could feel her soft breathing on his lips and her voice...it sounded scared...worried...he couldn't read her mind, but he could feel how her body reacted...his heart beating gently as behind his bandages, some bits of life start showing inside his eyes...

"Lia...P-please...K-kiss me..."

Lia didn't need to be told twice as her lips made contact with his once again, their lips moving in perfect unison with each other, his hands softly moving through her hair as her arms pulled him closer to her. Throughout the kiss, her mind was focusing on one thing and one thing only...loving and protecting her precious Darling...

Lips parting from one another, breaths being catched, he softly rested his head on her chest. This caused Lia to softly smile and gently trail her fingers through his soft (H/c) Hair...
Her eyes, half lidded, looked at the ceiling...but it looked like she was looking beyond...

'I know you're watching us...God, spirit, whoever or whatever you are...I know what I did was wrong...no...wrong is putting it lightly...I deserve any punishment you have for me...but please...please...don't take away my (Y/n)...you know he never did anything wrong...he never once did anything to hurt me...he is perfect...please...don't take him away...let me make up for my mistake...please...just give me my punishment already...it's not fair...he doesn't deserve the scars or pain...I do...so please...just let me be with him...don't take my sunshine away...'