Addicted (5SOS)

*eight*

Chapter 8

Luke's POV

I wake up the next morning on a chair in the living room next to Lissa who is on the couch. She had a rough night last night. I was a bit of an asshole to her but she deserves it for leading me on. I really do like Charlotte and I don't appreciate that Lissa thinks that I got the piercing and am dating Charlotte because of her. She's no one special. I look over at the clock. 7:52. It's way to early for all this. I see Lissa begin to stir from her spot. The guys and I brought all her stuff into our spare bedroom last night while she was sleeping. I slept out here to make sure she was going to be ok.

"Luke what are you doing up?" Lissa bats her eyes as she wakes up from her almost 12 hour sleep.

"I woke up early. I don't know why. Are you okay?"

"Yeah. Can we go for a walk or something?"

"Sure." I walk over to Lissa and help her up. We walk over to the door and then down the elevator to the lobby. "Where do you wanna go?"

"Just let me lead." Lissa flips her black hair behind her and walks out of the apartments. I hope we can smooth things over.

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Lissa's POV

I led Luke through town and past the city limits. I took him to an overlook right outside the city. I came here when I first moved here to escape everything and I hope I can escape the shit Luke is putting himself through for a little while. Charlotte especially. Luke seemed like one of those cheesy date kinda guys not some badass with a lip ring. Charlotte doesn't deserve him and I think he knows that. I sit on the edge of the overlook and Luke takes a seat next to me.

"Luke I wanna talk to you about.... everything." I say turning to face him.

"Uhm ok."

"Listen Luke I know that we're not on the best of terms right now but I don't think you should be putting yourself through all this."

"Putting myself through what?"

"All of this. The bullshit with Charlotte, the acting all tough, the excessive displays of affection to get to me. Luke I know I hurt you but trying to hurt me isn't going to make you feel better."

"Wow Lissa. You think all of this is about you don't you? I really like Charlotte. I'm not with her to make you jealous or to hurt you. Then the whole bad bot act you think I'm trying to pull of isn't an act. I wasn't sure of who I was when the guys and I first started playing music but this is who I am. This is what I want for myself and if you think its an act then why are you even talking to me?"

"Luke I feel bad for leading you on. That was when I was an addict and out of it. I just feel like you're always trying to rub Charlotte in my face. I didn't know that the lip ring badass thing was what you wanted."

"Lissa I forgave you a long time ago for leading me on thats why I'm with Charlotte. I don't mean to rub her in your face. Based on the questions and stuff you've been saying it makes it seem like you're jealous though." Luke glances into my eyes his blue ones piercing my thoughts and emotions.

"Jealous of Charlotte? She's not the one thats been in bed with you." I hear the words pour out of my mouth and immediately regret it. Much to soon.

"Well... I wouldn't say that." Luke turns away and looks out over the city.

"Luke we had sex less than a week ago and you're already on another girl?"

"You told me to get over you so I did."

"I just didn't think you'd get over it that quickly."

"What the hell is your deal Lissa? It's like you're trying to get in my head and make me rethink everything I thought I knew."

"Like what?"

"Like how I feel about you. I know you and Calum have this little thing going on and I don't wanna let my stupid little crush get in the way of that." I hear the word crush fall off Luke's lips and I blush. I don't know why I'm blushing because he probably didn't mean anything by it.

"Crush?"

"Yes crush. Lissa I liked you since the moment you yelled at the guys and I in the hallway that first day. I made a mistake ever leaving you behind instead of trying to fix things with you after that night. I miss you."

"I miss you too. I hate that Charlotte hates me and wants me to stay away from you. I'm sorry for judging you and making assumptions." Luke looks over at me and takes my hand in his. I scoot closer to him so our hips are touching. "The sunrise is gorgeous." I lean my head on Lukes shoulder.

"You're gorgeous." I look up Luke and place a soft kiss on his cheek. Luke grabs my waist so I'm straddling him. He puts his hands on my waist and then leans his lips into mine. I wish none of our stupid arguments ever happened. I don't know why I'm so attracted to him. Lukes cold lip ring is a sweet wake up and I can feel his tongue pushing on my lips. I don't wanna move to fast this time. I am running out of breath and Luke takes the split second my mouth is gasping for breath to sneak his tongue in. I shrug it off and allow him to do as he wishes. I pull back for a moment and look at him.

"Can we be ok? Can we start over? I wanna try this again and make it right."

"Anything for you Alissa. Let's go get some breakfast." Luke stands up and pulls me with him. We begin to walk back to the city and I can only feel joy inside.

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Sorry for this shitty filler. I needed to update cause I haven't in a while thanks to softball.