My Cousin's Best Friend

Chapter 4

~Alison's POV~

"Hello Alison,"

"W-why are you here?" I asked sternly.

"Well that's not the way to greet your ex-boyfriend,"He says smirking."Leave Connor,"I demanded. I closed the door but he stopped it with his shoe."Alison I'm here because I want to start over again,"he said innocently.

I opened the door once again so he could come in. He walked over to the couch and sat on it. I looked at him, he had changed over the pass few years, I won't forget what he did to me he had left to America without saying goodbye and that's why I broke up with him.

"Ally-bear I'm sorry please forgive me,"he said using my nickname he used to call me."Why did you leave me without saying goodbye?" I asked not looking at him."I would of said goodbye to you but I had to wake up really early to go to the airport, I called your parents and they said you were sleeping so I didn't want to wake you up because of me,"he said looking at me.

I remember that day when I had to study for hours for that science test and I slept really late. I looked back at him."Please Alison forgive me,"he said still looking at me. I sat down beside him."I don't know Conner... you really did hurt me when you left. You left with no reason and I thought it was because of me,"I said looking down.

"Aw baby it wasn't because of you.My family had to leave because of their job and I had to go with them,"he replies."You could've told me,"I muttered. He grabs my hand and intertwined it with his."I didn't want you to change my decision of leaving. My parents said if I don't leave I would have to take care of myself and I knew I wouldn't last a week,"He says and smiles."I just wish you would've told me. We could've worked out a long distance relationship."

"I thought about that. But what's the point of dating if we were going to not see each other. I wanted to see you in real life everyday not on skype or something," he says. I thought about what he said. He was right.

"I forgive you Connor."I said hugging him and he hugged back. I still have a little bit feelings for him. I missed him so much. I pulled apart from the hugged."Alison will you be my girlfriend again?"he asked me."Umm... Connor I'm not ready for a relationship yet but I'll tell you when I'm ready," I replied to him."I understand, anything for my Ally-bear," he said. Connor got up from my bed."I'd better go, my mom might be looking for me and its getting late," he said opening the door.

Connor and I walked to the door together. I said goodbye to him and give him a kiss on the cheek."Oh and Alison. I still like you a lot," he says.I nod then closed the front door and went upstairs to my room but then I heard Luke laughing and went to knock on his door."Come in," he groaned."Why are you laughing so loud?" I asked looking at him holding his phone."Who are you texting?"I said.

"Natalie," He replies still looking at his screen. I raised by eyebrow and asked "Why?"

"No reason" He shrugged."Can you get out now," he groans."Yeah yeah whatever I said then walked out the door. Okay. Something is definitely up. Im just going to have to find out what.

"Alison!" Liz yelled from downstairs. I walked downstairs."Yes?" I asked."Your mom called asking if your coming home today," She says."Tell her I'm going home tomorrow," I replied. She nods and I walk back up stairs. I stay at Lukes a lot. My mom had business trips sometimes and I'll just randomly stay here sometimes too. I have my own room and everything.Its like my second home basically. I get ready for bed.I couldn't seem to sleep though.I can't stop thinking about Conner...and Calum. I know I told Calum that we can't date, but I still want it to happen.I like him a lot and I think he likes me too. But then there's Conner. He want me to be his girlfriend again but I just don't know.I still have feeling for him... but yet he just left me. My thought disappear as I slowly close my eyes and fall asleep.