jack johnson's little sister » a jack gilinsky fanfic [completed]

Chapter 18

(1 month later)

I groan and get out of bed.

I've been getting better, but the fact that Sammy still did that to me, never leaves my mind.

And to this day, I still blame myself for it.

I go and take a shower, I get in basketball shorts and a sports bra and walk out of my bedroom to be greeted with a hug by Jack.

"Hey baby." He says hugging me tight.

"Hey." I muffle into his chest.

"What's wrong? You look horrible." He says holding my shoulders and looking me in the eyes.

"Another thing to add to the list." I sigh looking at the ground.

"Baby i didn't mean it like that."

"I know," I sigh "I haven't gotten sleep for such a long time. I haven't since that night.." I say looking into his eyes, my vision starts to get blurry as the tears form in my eyes.

"Baby." He sighs pulling me into a tight hug. "Don't tell me you still think this is all your fault."

"But it is Jack, I could have defended my self, I could have went with you to the store. I could have done something."

"You did do something, you texted me."

"That was after."

"He could have done something more, but he couldn't and wouldn't because I came there."

I sigh hugging him tighter, "I still can't believe he took my virginity."

"You were a virgin?" He asked surprised a little.

How should I react to that?

"Calling me a slut?"

"No, baby no."

"Then what are you implying here?"

"Well you were such a badass I thought that you had already lost your virginity."

"Nope."

"But now that Sammy took it, oh my god I'm going to fucking kill him."

"Jack,"

"Yeah babygirl."

"Let's cuddle and watch movies."

"Anything for you." He kisses my forehead and we walk to my bed and lay down.

Jack turns on the TV, and now that I am with Jack, I feel safe.

Jack usually comes over during the days but never stayed the night.

I snuggle into him and slowly drift off to sleep, for once in a month.

-

"C'mon dinners ready." Jack says shaking me lightly.

I groan a little but realize that I'm getting food, and get out of bed.

Things may have been hitting me hard but that doesn't mean I'm not going to eat.

Me and Jack walk down stairs and I see Johnson, Skate, Toby and Vanessa.

I go and hug the girls.

"I've missed you guys like crazy." I smile.

"We've missed you too." Toby smiles.

"After dinner lets go to the mall then movies?" Toby suggests, and us girls nod.