Idk where this is going anymore but I missed y'all lmaoo
Amalias p.o.v.
A knock on my door startles me causing me to sit up "w-who is it?" I ask nervously "it's Juan, I got your message that you wanted to talk about our date tonight" I nervously get up from the bed and hesitantly open the door for him.
He flashes me a smile that makes my knees go weak, he lets himself in as I close the door behind him "what did you wanna talk about?" He asks attempting to lean in and give me a kiss that I don't allow to happen "what's wrong?" He says again.
"I- Look last night was a mistake Juan we're moving way too fast"
He stares at me in confusion "I thought you wanted last night to happen?" He responds
I shake my head "I thought I did but now I'm not so sure, I-I thought I was able to forgive everything you've done to me over the years and while we've been on the road but I still don't trust you Juan" I say letting a tear escape my eyes
He chuckled in disbelief "don't you see how much I fucking care for you Amalia?" He asked running a hand through his hair
"No Juan i don't"
He opens his mouth to say something but closes it again
"You're only looking for attention," I say chocking up "you only notice me when I'm not around. you love the attention you receive from your groupies, why shouldn't you? You're young, good looking and at the height of your career. So I don't understand why you want to continue fucking around with me"
He stays silent again and with that I know my next move
"I think we just need to go our separate ways Im booking a flight back home I just need time to think everything over" I say running a hand through my hair
"So that's it then?" He says I nod "I can't keep staying here Juan," he shakes his head "I'll give you whatever time you need just know I'm not giving up on you" he says leaving my room
I anxiously begin to grab all my things as I plan my next move whatever happens I know I'm going to be okay.
***omg ew this is such a disgusting chapter i suck at writing now 🤢but I felt like I owed it to you guys for putting up with me thank you all so much for continuing to support my writing vote and comment your thoughts and hopefully I'll have something else posted soon***
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Romance"You're only looking for attention" I say beginning to choke up "you only notice me when I'm not around" he stares for a while not answering and in that moment that's the only answer I needed to know my next move. Formally known as "She Isn't a Lit...
