Chapter 19

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Amalia's p.o.v.

Nervously, I began to nibble down on my fingernail as I anxiously awaited a reply to come from the other end "M-Mom?" I spoke quietly "Is that you?" I ask with uncertainty due to the fact that the woman I know as mom is too prideful to ever attempt to call me.

"Your uncle Lupe, called," She says clearing her throat, "He says he saw you in Los Angeles," I nod though she obviously can't see me "yeah" I respond softly "Mom I'm-" I start out before being interrupted by her "where is he?" she asks I roll my eyes "if you're referring to Juan Luis, he's out" I respond as I change positions on the bed to grab my mirror and make up bag.

"Si ese imbecil te pone un dedo ensima o te hace algo te juro por su puta ma-"

"Mom!" I say interrupting her "he's been trating me very well theirs no need for all of that" I mumble as I play with the sleeves of my shirt

"Is that Amalia?" I hear someone question in the background "mija I love you and miss you very much please come home!!" I hear my dad say making me tear up "your dad misses you" my mom says sounding very uninterested

"Do you?" I question truly unsure on rather she was or not

"Amalia, estoy muy ocupada ahorita and i can't talk the only reason I called was cause your uncle lupe, insisted" she says making chuckle in disbelief

I see the pride she has hasn't gone anywhere. 

"When are you coming home?" She questions "I'm not" I answer becoming very angry at the conversation we were having.

"What do you mean you-"

"I thought you said you were busy? I am also and I don't plan and coming home anytime soon. Tell dad I'm sorry and that I love him" I say cutting her off from whatever she was gonna say

"Mija I-"  she starts off but before she gets a chance to finish I end the call.

I throw my phone to the side and grab a near by pillow and put to my face where I continue to scream into it letting all my frustrations out.

My head begins to raise with a bunch of different thoughts as I let the pillow fall onto my lap. From when Juan Luis left me because I wouldn't sleep with him and to him telling that girl that I was "nobody" in his life.

What if my mom is right? What if I'm making a big mistake and I'm throwing my family away all for a guy that I don't know what his intentions with me are?

***hi guys this was a really bad chapter and I apologize I swear the next one will be better! I'm just trying to get back to writing again. Y'all vote and comment your thoughts!!❤️***

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