Dusk Till Dawn (In A Relationship With EXO Chanyeol ✅)

Sixteen

"Are you ready?"

I nodded, and the camera man gave me a thumbs up. My manager smiled and I tried to return it, but failed. I was exhausted. I bowed in front of the camera politely.

"Anyonghseyo. I'm Fab4 Iseul. I'm currently in a deep state of gulit that I acted like so irresponsible to a fan. I apologise for causing pain to everyone. I'll make sure to be careful in future, and be the person you'll look forward to perform. I apologize again." I bowed 90 degree.

"It's done."

I bowed to staff, and walked out of the room. Everything felt numb. My brother was stressed because of me, my grandpa has been calling me non stop, but I couldn't bear it to hear his voice. I would break down, and I didn't want that. My unnie was calling me back home as she was concerned about me, but I couldn't go home.

I was afraid of myself.

I didn't realize that I was out of the building till the bright sunlight hit me. I huffed out a chuckle, and breathed in deeply before I started running. I ran and ran. I couldn't stop. I was running out of breath, but I couldn't stop. I didn't want to.

I could hear them everywhere.

Criticizing me.

Hating me.

Was I that bad person? I didn't deserve to be loved? Why were they doing it? I couldn't understand. I stopped at once to breath but I couldn't. My body was going numb second by second, and I closed my eyes.

I wanted to go somewhere. A happy place where I was staying with the people I love. Grandpa was telling me one of my father's childhood stories, and unnie was cooking food, where everything was fine. And nobody could hurt me. Where I could be myself without having cameras on me.

"I want to be happy..." I mumbled as I felt my body hit the ground, and everything went blank.

I didn't know how much time had passed when I regained my consciousness, my body ached as I moved my head to the side and opened my eyes.

"You're awake." A soft voice said.

"Where am I?" my throat felt sour, and I lifted myself. I blinked few times till my eyes adjusted on the woman in front of me.

"Umm... Do you remember me?"

"Hana?"

"Thank God, you're fine." she sighed dramatically. "Jia! Come here." she came to sit beside me, and held my hands. "What were you doing all alone there? I got so scared when I found you." she offered me glass of water.

I gulped few swallows before looking at her. "I'm sorry for troubling you." I bowed lightly.

"Oh! Don't apologise." Hana waved her hand. "But seriously, you shouldn't have gone out all alone. Where are your bodyguards?" she threw another question. "Shouldn't your members look for you? They didn't even call you all this time? I didn't even hear your phone ring."

"I left my phone in my room." I tucked my hair back. The door opening sound made me lift my head to see a short woman entering the room. "Anyong."

"She's doctor Jia. Not a full doctor since she is yet to complete her residency, but whatever!" Hana grinned. "She checked you up. You need more food and rest, sweetheart."

"I see you aren't mad at me anymore about Sehun matter."

"That bitch told you that?" Hana exclaimed, and turned to Jia. "I swear I hate him."

"I hate him more." Jia muttered, and smiled faintly. "Iseul-ssi, you need to take care of yourself more. Regarding health as well as your status. You shouldn't have gone out all alone."