NSFW/18+/SMUT/ wtv u call it, love u
Jennie looked for the silhouette of a familiar older girl in the club but she only managed to bump into Rosé and Lisa who looked like they were just about to make out.
"Hey, did you guys see Jisoo?" Jennie asked, sounding persistent.
"No, but I think she was gonna go home first."
Jennie doesn't understand how Lisa's mind works sometimes but she'll just accept that information. She told the girls that they might have to call a cab on their own later on and they nodded before Jennie went rushing out of the nightclub.
As she exited out of the place, her ears adapted in transition of the loud sounds of music into a peaceful quiet night. It was much colder outside as compared to the heat coming off from the carbon dioxide inside, too. Her head was spinning a little bit, but Jennie looked around and finally found the person she's been looking for, standing by the side of the nightclub, hugging the sides of her body in attempt to keep herself warm.
"Jisoo!" Jennie yelled, but to no one's acknowledgement.
A yellow car came to stop in front of the club, and only then Jisoo realized the smaller girl. She only glanced at her before heading to open the vehicle's passenger door.
"Jisoo, wait!" Jennie yelled again, then jogged to Jisoo's side.
"What, Jennie?" Jisoo said monotonously, her cheeks stained of tears that she's probably let all out while she was waiting for the cab.
"What are you rushing to leave for? I'll get us home." Jennie said softly, her eyes dilated. It was as if all her anger from earlier just faded. Maybe she felt guilty because of what Jisoo said, but it also hurts her to see the older girl like this.
Jisoo was always straightforward. She is someone who's happy-go-lucky, in Jennie's point of view. And she rarely, or never actually cries. The last time she actually saw the older girl cry was about a year ago when Jennie had hurt her ankle from playing volleyball during an inter-school friendly game. It somehow kinda all makes sense to Jennie now, and if only she could stop Jisoo from being in this state, she would.
"I just want to go home now, Jennie." Jisoo said as she held the car door open.
"Noooo, you can't go home noww," Jennie pouted and whined, holding Jisoo's arms as she pleaded. Jisoo then realized that Jennie looks even more like a baby when she's buzzed. "I'll drive you!"
"Are you stupid?" Jisoo quipped, scolding the smaller girl, who was shocked by the sudden daft remark. "You're not going to drive while you're intoxicated Jennie. If you wanna go home too, then get in the cab."
"Noooo but I'm-"
"Get. In." Jisoo ordered, growing impatient. The smaller girl, for some reason now frightened by the tone, obeyed her and got into the back of the passenger seat as Jisoo was still holding the door.
Jisoo then followed behind, confirmed their destination with the driver, before closing the passenger door as the driver drove off.
The ride back was quiet, another déjà vu feeling to Jennie. Both girls were thinking of the words exchanged earlier as they sat in awkward silence, the space in the cab suddenly feeling a little bit too small. Jennie turned to her right to look at Jisoo. The older girl had one hand propping her head up as she looked out the window and the other just resting by her thigh. Slowly, Jennie reached for that hand and held it, causing Jisoo to flinch from the surprise of the unexpected touch.
However, Jisoo didn't dare to turn her head to look at the smaller girl. She stayed her hand stiff, as Jennie sneaked her fingers into the palm of her hands softly. Jisoo felt heat rushing up to her face, and it wasn't alcohol. They've always held hands before but why does it feel so different this time? Jennie's touch felt genuine, more than it has ever been. It made Jisoo feel so... shy? It's embarrassing to her.
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Fanficin which jennie is in love with jisoo, but couldn't admit it. this is the first time i'm actually writing a fanfic... also i'm not very good with korean words bc i only started liking kpop when i found blackpink and i wrote this in 2017 and now cont...