I'll Always Be Here

Chapter 2

Chapter 2:

"C'mon lets go out today? Get dressed and we'll do something fun okay?" Louis asked trying to stop from tears pouring. "Okay." I said kissing his check and getting ready. Me and Louis unfortunately just lost a baby. It was almost ready to be born. The due date was 2 weeks then we lost it. I broke down, and went through a depression for 3 months. It's now been 4 months since then and I'm getting better. "Brianna? Ready babe?" Louis asked coming in. I was putting my hair into a side bride along with some light wash skinny jeans and a long flowy shirt with a scarf. It was cold out in London and I wasn't quite sure how long we'd be outside. "Yeah!" I said smiling and walking out the door with him. We got out of the apartment complex and started walking. It was quiet but not awkward. "Penny for your thoughts?" Louis asked after about 20 minutes of pure silence except for the sounds if the busy city now behind us. I was thinking about how having a baby would be like and having a family and settling down. I told Louis all of this and he just sighed. "Maybe it was for the best.... You know cause your career is huge and you don't need me and a baby holding you back..." I said as he looked disappointed. "No no no I would never feel that way! But things happen.. Maybe it's just not our time?" He said rubbing my hand with his thumb. I smiled up at him as we kept walking. "Louis? Remember a couple years ago when you would always come out here and wait for me to get off work and walk me home?" I asked sitting on the swing as we reached a small old play ground. It was a cross from a couple shops including a coffee shop where I worked. "Yessss I remember Bri... I remember" he said laughing to himself. "Well all I could think back then was what were you doing! I was completely oblivious to the fact that you fancied meeeeee" I said teasing him. He looked at me and messed with my hair while laughing. These were moment I missed with Louis.. And sometimes I wondered how long they would last...