Ghost in Me and You

Who Are We To Talk About Love?

“Here, Yuri. Your drink.”

“Thaaank you, Sica. You’re the beest. Only when you serve drinks though.” Jessica raises her eyebrow but she can’t help to feel really, really amuse. Usually she doesn’t like handling drunken people but Yuri is an exception. She’s really entertaining when she’s drunk.

“Aaand you’re lucky Fany’s not here. If she’s here she will throw fire extinguisher to you because she really hate smokers.”

Jessica just lets out a smirk while keeps inhaling her cigarette.

“And you work with alcohol all over yooouu. And you smooke. It’s dangerous you know. If the fire touches the alcohol then kaboom, kapoof, fireworks all oveeer this place.” Yuri raises her hands above her head, move them wildly before they abruptly drop to the table. “On second though, I like fireworks. So smoke then, smoke as much as you want!”

This is why Yuri is amusing when she’s drunk. The things she says. Nothing beat when she talked about the time when she putted living frogs inside a cake though. Saying nonsense things, unconsciously talking about people that close to her, Yuri is so much like her when she’s drunk.

Now where that’s come from? She thinks about her too much these days and here Jessica thinks she finally can forget. Since when she begins to reminiscent about the past anyway?

Ah of course, that Hwang. Ever since Jessica found her broke down in front of the club.

Despite what happen to her that girl surprisingly has quite optimistic view of love. Not Jessica though. For Jessica love comes with people and people come and go. They can say they will and want to stay with you forever but in the end they will leave, bring their love with them, and your love is not enough to make them stay. Doesn’t matter what kind of love is that, romantic, friendship…. family, love alone is never enough for anything and what left for you are things that you wish could happen.

“Unnie, I will miss you.”

“I miss you too, Soojungie” Jessica says softly but of course, the person that she hopes will hear won’t hear, “And I wonder what are you doing right now?”

A woman comes to the table, brings Jessica out from her though. The woman gives her a seductive smirk. Oh, Jessica knows what that means really well. Jessica smirks back. It’s been a while since the last time she slept with someone other than Tiffany and one night won’t hurt. She needs something to distract her mind after all.

***

“You didn’t answer my call last night,” says Tiffany.

“Busy.” Jessica answers in between the kisses.

“Other people?”

“Mhmm.”

Tiffany nods at that and begins to kiss Jessica again. “Your mouth is so thick with taste of cigarette,” complains Tiffany.

Jessica rolls her eyes and retorts, “You still like kissing it.” To prove her point Jessica connects their mouth together again. She pushes her tongue to Tiffany’s mouth and Tiffany doesn’t fight back. No, the girl actually pulls her closer and deepens the kiss.