To Belong To You

it hurts

Mira's  pov

I dont understand why dad thought it'd be a good idea to come to New York and work with Brandon, he just knew i couldnt let Brandon through this alone, if there's anything i can do about this thief stealing from him then im definetly going to have him punished.Thats why it was so easy for dad to convince me, all he had to do was tell me that Brandon was in trouble.But now im in an elevator on my way to see him, i had purposely worked far away from him in hopes that i wont run into him ,i had been successful so far until i somehow  decided to come work with  him.

"You're okay?" dad asked, i  nodded.Dad had  been asking this question non stop since i agreed to help him with this.He kept looking at me as if i had suddenly grown two heads, i guess he knew i was panicking inside , i just ended up falling straight into his arms, "what if i just end up falling in love with him all over again dad, what if im just  fooling myself thinking i can do this,what if i just end up in his arms again even after he betrayed me and my trust ?" dad sighed "we both know youre still in love with him princess, but thats just who you are, youre a lover and when you do you love wholeheartedly and theres nothing wrong with that except the fact that you love a  fool, i asked you to do  this for me simply because im trusting your feelings for him to not overcrowd your reasaoning. Im sorry for putting you in this position but right now theres no one else i trust to do this for us , so look at our case  the decision to help us or not is all in your hands princess , if you think youre not strong enough to be around him dont take the case, if you do then id really appreciate your help". As soon as the doors of the elevator opened my heart sarted racing and at the same time the whole heartbreak was thrown in my face all over again, it feels like yesterday when i found out that he was actually getting married,he had a fiance when i met him ,my heart broke that very moment, it felt like everything had been  a lie, all the feelings, all the love making, all the laughs, the smiles ,the fun of being around him, the way im just unapologetically myself when i was with him, the two days of my life where i can honestly say i was happy but all that happened was just a a game to him, he was just passing time,and i fell for it,i fell for him.

All these feelings were suddenly bombarding me i needed to talk to someone before, i go in there and forget the whole meeting and just start confronting him, fortunately as the doors opened my phone rang , it was Soph just the distraction i need "Hey Soph , what up?" i said immediately smiling."Hey sis , i heard you were in town, was wondering if you wanna come through" Soph said. "What do you mean if i wanna come through didnt Dave tell you im coming to stay over with you guys while in New York?" i answered .I kept on talking to her gesturing to dad that i'll see him inside , i calmed down after talking to Soph.I gained my composure back,i eyed  a woman looking for someone  i think, "hi, im looking for the conference room, do you know where i can find it, im Mira by the way" i said to her , she just smiled brightly "hey, im Stacy, i was actually looking for you, you saved me a whole lot headache." she said to me , shes funny  i like her already ."Oh  thank God! because i definetly do not have any asprin on me" i joked we both laughed as we entered what i assume is the conference room.

Then i saw him , just sitting there , i looked at him and we locked eyes then he looked away , my heart literally skipped a bit, damn he looks hot, with his blond messy hair , a  navy blue suit that looked like it was made just to fit him which it probably was.I was thrown out of my thoughts  when the rest of the people came to greet me. I was silently  looking forward to his touch but he didnt even move he just stayed sitted , i guess i should stop expecting anything from this guy, i was the one played anyway. We sat through the meeting , i would occassionally feel his gaze on me and turn to look at him, and the minute i looked into those  blue eyes , i knew i was far from not loving this man , i knew by just one look he still has my heart and it hurts.I gave him a weak smile when we locked eyes but he just looked at me expressionless.