I'LL TELL YOU A SECRET.
Forth's POV.
I place my phone at my bedside table as soon as I received his message. It was not my expected answer from him. I thought he will say he's busy or worst possible reason is, he doesn't want to talk to me. I sigh as I close my eyes and slowly lean my head onto my pillow. I feel exhausted by just thinking of him and why Phana wanted me to talk to his friend. It's not like I don't want to talk to Beam because I would probably do that if he didn't talk to me if I ever got a chance. I want to see and tell him that we are okay and check on him if he's fine or not. I honestly, want to be friend with him. Beam is an extraordinary person, everyone loves him and adore him. A real catch as what they say. Beam is like a gem, and if one day, someone will get him and take him home, that person will be the luckiest human alive.
I turn to my right side to face the glass door. The curtain was fell down but still I could see the dark sky and the moon hovering the city. Tomorrow afternoon, I can finally have the courage to talk to Beam. I know everything that happened between us is not right and I, want to make it right.
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I woke up from the sun light showering my bed. It was Saturday morning and we didn't have any classes. I swiftly get up from my bed, walk towards my bathroom and do my usual morning routine. Afternoon is the time I will meet Beam. I still have two hours to prepare and do some errands.
12:20PM. Exactly noon I left my dorm, I want to fetch him up and talk more. I didn't message him that I will go for him because I know he will insist. I start my bike as soon as I get through the parking lot. It takes five minutes from here to his building and the traffic isn't that heavy. We are in the same street and fetching him will surely save time for us. When I arrived at his building, I swiftly park my bike and walk towards the entrance. I know it still early but I know him, he have a lot of things to do and I didn't want to disturb him. We just need to talk to clarify everything between us and let ourselves decide to what we should do about the night we shared. We are not child anymore and leaving this behind is not my thing, I can't just left this hanging and get things more complicated as what it is.
Minutes has passed, and I was standing in the entrance of the building. I pick my phone out from my pant's pocket and open my messages. I click his name and type another message when suddenly a figure stand after me. I look up from my phone and gaze at the pale skinned man in front of me. He was staring at me with a nervous smile lingers on his reddened lips.
"How... Long have you - been here?" Beam stutterly ask, maybe he was shocked seeing me here. Well, I didn't know he would be this surprise. I smile at him and stand on my feet as I shove my phone inside my pocket. I scan his physic, he was wearing a denim jacket and inside of it is a plain blue shirt, partnered by a black pants and a white snickers.
"I just arrived." I mumbles. He slowly nod his head and glance outside, before he sigh loudly.
"You don't have to... Fetch me." He murmurs and gulp as he gaze at my eyes.
"It's okay. We're in the same street so you don't have to worry." I says and smile at him. He nod his head again and avert his eyes.
"So, shall we go?" I ask him to cut the awkward vibes between us.
"Yeah, let's go." He retorts and walk towards the exit of the building. I walk behind him and as we get through the parking lot, he swiftly open his car.
"Hey, you want to ride my bike?" He halts his movements as soon as I ask him. Beam turn his back from his car and gaze at me for a second before he answer.
"No, I'm okay here." He retorts while smiling. He return to his car and step into it, and after a few seconds, he maneuver it out from the building premises. I look at his car moving, thinking his anxiousness a while ago. He's probably not comfortable talking to me because of what happened and that's the reason why I want to talk to him. We're not friends as what he and Phana, but I can not take the awkwardness we may have in the future when his gang and I hangout. Beam is a good person and not-so-close friend but I want to clarify everything we had. I don't want any conflict, especially inside me. I don't want to think more than what we have.
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FanfictionHe always run away, thinking that it might save him from pain. He wants to tell the truth but always asking himself, is it worth it to give in? But what we know, not every love means happiness. Characters are not mine, all credits to Chiffon...