~Soudam oneshots~

Let it out

This is a comfort chapter. Online school mentally broke me and it still scars me to this day. I'm possibly going to have to go back to it...wish me luck 😌👌
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Gundam's POV

I was just making dinner. Souda was in the living room. I believe doing his online school work.Ever since this 'quarantine' crap happened Souda hasn't been himself. He isn't very happy...but he hadn't mentioned it so I didn't question it. I really wish I did though...case when I went to check on him he was sitting up with his knees to his chest, barley showing his face to..."Souda?" I ask. He refuses to look at me.  Concern starts to flicker up inside of me. I repeat myself. "Hm..." I sigh and place his computer away from us. "Darling...talk to me please...I want to make you feel better.." I place his body in my chest. He begins to make himself comfortable. Placing his head on my shoulder, "this...is so different from what I'm used to!! I-...it's so da*n hairs Tanaka!!! I hate-hate it..." his words became loud and big like fire but then slowly burned down. "Anything else you want to share with me?" I felt like I was being punched. His facial expression was heartbreaking. It looked like he was trying to hide his tears from falling down his face. "Souda...come on. Don't hold back.  If I've seen you at your worst state. I can see you like this as well." I  smile as he softly chuckled. Beginning to slowly let out the waterfall he was trying to hide. "I feel like I'm letting myself go to...Nandi feel...ugly..my hair has been slowly going back to black due to the fact I need to make sure I keep as much as possible and I'm just feeling bad about myself really...it's stupid." He wipes his eye. "Love your not eating yourself go...you look the same as always. Besides hair wise..but. You still look like the dork I'm in love with and that's all that matters...isn't that right hun?" He shyly giggles and attaches his arms over my shoulders. "Y-your right...yeah..thanks Gundam...your so sweet..but I'm I think dinners burning.."  I widen my eyes and realize that he is right..."looks like we are gettin take out huh?" "Yes we are...I'm glad I could make you feel better though Souda.."

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Sadly I did NOT have anyone to comfort me while I was going through a hard time when COVID was a new thing and we all had to stay inside for 6 months but I'm okay! For now anyways...welp have a lovely day and as well...my update schedule for this has been fire!! >:D💛