Haikyuu Ships Oneshots

Sakuatsu- "You just have to hope for one" (Angst)

"Calm down babe" a boy spoke in a worried tone because his boyfriend was getting pissed.

"How can I? He's fucking breaking because of him. He's putting on that face smile again, you can't tell It's fake, but I can. It's the same smile he had when he went through pain for him. He kept on saying he was fine, he wasn't. He would always prevent me from getting hurt. He got stupid scars on his body, enduring all the pain while I watched him smiling through it all!" He said in an aggressive tone.

"I want him to find love, I want him to be happy, but I'm afraid of him losing himself on his way to be happy. I'm afraid of him turning into the boy who would Sacrifice everything he has, even if it means him dying, he would do it for someone else. He keeps on telling himself that he's selfish for wanting to love, for wanting to live and be happy. Oh boy he isn't selfish in the Slightest bit" he continued with his voice breaking.

"Suna, he's broken once again, and It's because of him, because of me" he spoke with tears streaming down his face. The other boy named Suna pulled him into a hug, he never saw the boy liked that.

"He deserves the world doesn't he?" Those words left the boy's mouth as he stroked the boy's grey hair, comforting him.

"He really does" the sobbing boy replied as it was muffled due to his face Buried into the other boy's chest.

;-;(A/N: I'm Crying);-;

The boy with blond hair and a black undercut watched as his brother cried in his lover's arms. The boy wondered if he had someone like that, would he get comforted like that? He wondered what it felt like to be loved. He wondered how does it feel to be happy. How can you actually smile? He never knew how to not give a fake smile, he never knew he would experience pain once again after getting out of it. Tears flowed down his face, the boy was puzzled. He laughed at himself, forgetting what it felt like to cry, after all It's been years since he cried. His dull brown eyes finally glimmered, he finally knew what was going on.

"Pathetic" he whispered to himself. He remembered someone telling him falling in love is dangerous. He remembered how to feel again. He knew he needed to see him once again, to see if him being in pain is the right choice. If he's happy, I'm willing to be broken once again. The boy quietly went up the stairs and grabbing his bag left on his desk. It flawless fell into the place where he wants it. He then jumped out of his window to see the boy. However, he accidentally made a crash sound when he jumped out. He managed to land safely on the ground after jumping off the second floor.

"Shit" he cursed under his breath running in the middle of the night.

"There's a party at 7 at Oikawa and Iwazuimi's house, Sakusa will be there so don't go"

The words from his brother rang through his head. He wiped his face, trying to erase the fact he cried. His lungs hurted so bad and running made it even worse. The pain felt unbearable at the moment.

However, right now all that mattered to him was to see the boy he loved, even if he'll be hurt from the sight, he'll be able to rest

~~~~(Update- Still crying)~~~~

"Shit" Osamu spoke getting out of the position he was in previously.

"We have to stop him" he announced as he grabbed his keys, wiping his tears. His lover followed behind him as they hoped they won't be too late.

☆(Tears Flow)☆

"Hey Sakusa, are you together with Tsum-Tsum yet?" The owl like boy spoke.

"Why would I be with that germ?" He asked disgusted.

"Well, you two seemed like you would make a good couple" a ball of Sunshine popped in.

"From the looks of it, he likes you" Komori announced with his hand crossed as he leaned against the doorframe.

"Well I don't like him" Sakusa answered annoyed.

"I mean he's not clean, he's dirty. He's so annoying, oh God don't get me started on those nicknames. Besides I have someone else I like" he continued.

"Who?" Bokuto asked. Komori eyes widened as he gasped gaining everyone attention.

"Komori?" Sakusa asked as everyone eyes in the room was on him. He ran out disappearing. A thud was then heard as an angry Osamu appeared. Komori tried to stop the boy but it was no use.

"Osamu-" he was cutted off by getting a strike against his left cheek.

"What-" he once again was cut off by the other boy continuously throwing punches. People gasped at the sight, the party wasn't a happy one anymore.

"Osamu-chan this isn't the right thing to do!" Oikawa yelled at the sight of the boys.

"Stop" Suna whispered preventing the boy from getting closer.

"Just let him" he continued with tears streaming down his face. Everyone was speechless.

"You stupid head, you fucking, You dummy" he spoke during his punches.

"You selfish idiot" he yelled as he stopped punching the boy. He once again was angry, he knew his brother didn't deserve to go through pain. He knew that the boy deserved the world.

"What's going on" a grayish-white haired boy with black Tips walked in.

"He started punching me" Sakusa groaned.

"Why did you-" the boy was cut off by grey dull eyes that were filled with mixed emotions. A hint of sadness, a hint of anger, and a hint of a call for help staring at him.

"I don't know anymore" the grey haired boy with a black undercut spoke. His hands were stained with blood.

"I'm tired, I'm scared, I'm angry. What did he do to deserve this? He deserved to be happy, never once I really saw him give off a smile filled with happiness. It pains me to see those scars on his body. Why him? WHY THE HELL DOES HE HAVE TO SUFFER" He screamed at the end as he broke into tears.

"He wanted to feel happy, he wanted to experience love, he wanted to find himself. But I guess before the boy disappears, he'll never experience those" he cursed as he remembered the words his brother told him.

"Don't worry, you'll forget me in a flash. You won't feel hurt soon, after all lung cancer isn't so bad like they say"

"He still is the same old broken boy" he whispered as he looked at Sakusa with bruises and blood on his face.

"I can't forgive you, I can't forgive myself either" his voice rang through the room. Everyone knew they didn't have the right to speak. Everyone knew they were at fault. Sobs broke out from others. The quiet room filled with quiet sobs was just for the boy.

The black curly haired boy knew that he was at fault, but he didn't understand why was loving someone else a sin?

Oh boy, it isn't, but in crying Miya's case it was. The boy they thought they knew, they didn't. The boy who was desperate to see the one he loves, didn't make it. Just a step he said, but his world ended right before he could take the step and see him. Happy endings aren't for everyone

You just have to hope for one