Though It All ~UkUs~ |Discontinued|

Chapter 5

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~Alfred's POV~

I cracked open my eyes and heard mumbling. Arthur was talking to himself, but he didn't sound drunk. He sounded scared. I heard him scream and bolted up, running into his room and gasping at what I saw. Arthur was on his bed, his shirt off, blood smeared on his chest.
"Arthur!" I cried out as I ran towards him and embraced the Englishman in a hug. He woke up as I connected with him, he opened his eyes and tears shone in his green eyes.
"What was is about?" I asked him gently, knowing he had had a nightmare.
"I dreamt I lost everyone I cared about, and I replayed the death of someone I used to love" his voice was barely a whisper, I could see fear in his eyes. A part of me was upset that he was dreaming about a past love but a bigger part of me was concerned.
"I'm sorry about that person"
"It's okay, it wouldn't have worked out" he said shakily.
"Why?" I inquired.
"Because I loved another man" he muttered cautiously.
"It's okay, I loved a man once" I said, although it wasn't true, I was in love with him, I was sure of it, but I couldn't let him know.
"Really?" He asked, a tone of disbelief in his voice.
"Yeah, just don't tell anyone" I said slowly. Arthur looked down and realised himself from the hug.
"I'm going to wash this all off"
"What happened" I said nervously. I knew what he had done but I wanted to know why.
"I-I wanted to feel the pain I deserved" he muttered, his voice trailing off towards the end.
"Not anymore, don't do it, for me" I said.
"For you" I nodded and smiled, I still hadn't shown him my body, he would be ashamed. He walked into the bathroom and closed the door, I sat on the bed and cried my eyes out, hating myself for doing this to me and him.

By me and mlphetalialuv
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