Miss Me When I'm Gone

1.21.15-1.22.15

Wer hawt.

Okay so I would have just not put that last update in but I mean I want full 365 days ya know.

Speaking of which

I didn't update yesterday because 1. My mom took my phone away and 2. I was exhausted

But now I know why gabby hasn't been updating and I figured it out just this second.

She

Is

Grounded !!

Okay now that my excitement is over from my brilliantness.

1.21.15

School

Soooo much homework that I had to skip swimming.

Brother got busted for having a facebook (he's 15 and still not allowed to have one c:) and for having a girlfriend. Again still not allowed to have one.

Mom took my phone

Went to sleep early

Too

Early.

1.22.15

Got up too late

School stupidness.

EXAUSTED THE WHOLE DAY.

went to swimming

Here's something different. I had a panic attack in the pool today. And no I don't have anxiety. Not Offence to the people who do (God bless you) but I get so mad when people ask if I have anxiety. Like I'm over it. I had it in 7th grade. That was so long ago!! But today I basically screamed "NO I DONT HAVE ANXIETY" in someone's face.

I'm happy.

So I fell asleep in the shower because I'm still exhausted.

Oh yeah the reason for my panic: so as I said I was exhausted and well we had to do freestyle which I hate freestyle and I'm not too fast at it. Well of course I'm always one of the fastest swimmers but the slowest people were passing me. It may seem so stupid to you. I don't care like I'm laughing about it right now. But I panicked and my arms felt like falling off.

Some of you may know how much I am dedicated to my team

It's

No

Joke.

Well goodnight lovelies.

_lizzie