Miss Me When I'm Gone

1.2.15 - sleep is overrated

I'm bored and not tired cuz basically I have insomnia. Then I realized its 12:09 here so I can write.

People scare the crap out of me.

Okay so since some of you haven't read my other journal I should probably explain my life :)

My name is Lizzie and I am currently in 8th grade. I'm 13 at the moment and shouldn't have most of the problems I have in my life. I used to be depressed and well I used to cut myself for stupid reasons. I'm not too popular but I have the most amazing friends you could ever ask for.

Mia: is (this may sound cheesy) my inspiration. I know she is depressed and it's sad and I want to help and even tho we don't talk too too much I know we're really close. She has social anxiety that's why it's so hard to talk to me but we're getting to be really good friends. She's basically perfect in every way.

Kaija: we met in 5th grade. That's when we became friends. We've been "married" and "bae-d" and everything. She's been there for me ever since we first met. I'd say she's popular. And holy shit she's gorgeousss. And you should see her selfies *catches breath* she's per-fect.

Gabby: we've been friends since a little before school started. We went to a water park with Kaija and well I went on a ride with her and boom boom boom acquaintances. Then when Kaija fell asleep later that night we went on omegle and really kinda bonded and boom boom boom friends. Then we had our whole squad at school and sat next to each other in computers and boom boom boom we are inseparable. Gabby is by far one of the most strongest and beautifulest person ever. She should know this :)

Mady: we were best friends in 7th grade then shit happened and well more or less we had our ups and downs. Then we were friends again. We like the same stuff which is pretty rad. I found our old messages and we were such dorks and thought we were cool. Some how, some way, I hope we are best friends again. She's really pretty and I don't even know if she thinks so. To say the least, puberty hit her like a bus. That's good by the way mady if you still read this :)

Maddi: Maddi and I used to talk a lot last year. Then we pretty much separated. But this year she hangs with us at the recess and we talk a lot now and it's nicee because we were close. Not to mention she's beyond gorgeous and has the prettiest selfies just saying. I'm real glad we're friends again.

Calista: calista is the best ! We clicked right away and she gives the best hugs oh my god. She's so funny and really pretty. We both share a love for strawberry-kiwi snapple. It's our love by the way. I got her one for Christmas and I got this huge one and I got one too and drank it all in one night and ohh good times. I love my ccbaeeee.

Jacob: Jacobs my bestie/bro. He's really understanding and we are good friends and everything. He's easy to talk to and not to mention really funny. We have a bunch of inside jokes like teriyaki *giggles* *laughs* *laughs histarically* *slaps knee* *falls over* *dies* ahh good times.

Krystle: krystles my buddy. We met in 4th grade and she was one of my first friends at my new school. We weren't in the same class til 4 years later. She's pretty quiet. She's really nice and well always there for you. Nobody can beat krystle! She's bootaful.

Crystal: I met her this year. She has an amazing taste in bands and we talk a lot kinda not really. She's gorgeousss.

Caitlynn we were really good friends last year and we don't talk as much as last year but we always see eachother in the halls or on campus and we'll do this creepy smile at eachother and its nicee. She has the prettiest hairrrrr.

Megan. We're close but not too close but we talk a lot and well hang out sometimes and she's soooo pretty like uff Megan stahppp and yeah she's awesome.

Alexandra: my neighbor and bfswwlb (best friend since we were little babies) and it's true she's known me since I was a baby. She's 14 looks 16 and yeah. She's beyond perfection.

And finally since this is getting so fuckkng long

Alexandria: no doubt my sister. We've been through everything together and we take road trips and she's really fucking gorgeous. Well she's moving all the way across the country and what more can I say. She's leaving me with the nightmare we call humanity. :) that was a good one eh? I wrote her and Alexandras whole name cuz they're both alex and well that's it.

That's a wrap.

This is really long

_lizzie