Why Don't We Imagines & Preferences

Don't leave- Jack Avery

TW: (mentions of self harm don't read if you get triggered easily or uncomfortable)

(Brother & sister)

I sat on the floor wondering if I should do it to myself

Do it! Everyone will feel better without a burden to worry about! I'm nothing! No one cares! No one notices! I can't fight depression! Suicide sounds better right now!

I held the blade to my vein and made one line then another until blood dropped down my arm onto the floor I held back the pain I felt but knew I deserved it I grabbed a towel and began holding it against my wounds and started looking for the bandages

Sidney: "Y/n!" Ava: "we have a surprise for you!" I heard my sister yell from downstairs I thought for a moment I grabbed my long sleeved shirt and made my way downstairs I saw white hair sticking out from a box Isla: "open it!" I began opening the box when my brother Jack popped out scooping me in a hug

Y/n: "your back! You're actually back! I missed you so much!" I said hugging him tightly Jack: "I missed you too!" He let me down and let our sisters hug him
That night I sat on my bed looking my blade in my arm again I knew my brother was back but it couldn't stop the way my thoughts made me think I didn't matter

What are you waiting for?! Jack doesn't have to know. Sidney, Ava, and Isla never found out. Why stop now?

My thoughts keep screaming louder and louder I grabbed the blade and slid it my arm with a long cut going up my arm I tried walking to my bathroom when everything went dark
I heard the door hit the wall and someone screaming for help
Jack: "please don't go sleep Y/n! Your my sister I need you here!" Then everything was muffled and silent
I woke up in a hospital bed I looked and say Jack crying in a chair holding my hand I tried to move my hand but couldn't my eyes were open but he didn't notice I got out of the bed and noticed my body laying there lifeless and the monitor was on flatline

I'm dead...no I'm not ready! I walked towards Jack and held my hand on his shoulder and heard him whisper

Jack: "why? Why did you do it? You know I loved you! But now your gone!" I walked back to my bed and laid back in my body and started breathing again I woke up opening my eyes wide open and seeing Jack cry tears of joy knowing I came back

Jack: "I'm so happy you're alive! I can't lose you!
I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry I'm a bad brother!" He cried I slowly got up and hugged him and let him cry in my shoulder Y/n: "you're not a bad brother...your the best brother anyone could ask for. It's not your fault... it's mine, I've held it in too long and let my emotions take control, I'm sorry Jack" I said slightly crying Jack: "don't do it again...please?" Y/n: "I won't do it again..."
Jack: "promise?" Y/n: "promise" he pulled me in a hug and held me tight until my mom and sisters came in

Kristin: "my baby! I thank God that he brought you back!" She said and held me tightly Sidney: "please don't hurt yourself again! I don't want you to go through this! You're gonna be okay" Ava: "you'll always have us by your side" Isla: "we're not going anywhere, no matter what we're always gonna be here" Sidney: "we love you so so much" she said and hugged me and my brother and sister and mom joined the hug

Hey everyone, this is just a imagine, but suicide is not the answer to a temporarily problem, I'm not saying depression can go away like that but just know that people really do care for you, I care for you, even if I don't know you that well I know that you're an amazing person don't let anyone tell you different no one can change the way you are. Just be yourself, be happy, life is good, God is good
God put you on this earth for a reason, live in the moment, have fun in life, take a risk, one day you'll look back see all the great things you've accomplished, I know you'll do great things in life
Have a good day or night
Love you all❤️

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