Why Don't We Imagines & Preferences

Love is a curse (CB)

Once again I was waiting for Corbyn to get home from the studio recently he's been coming home with the smell of alcohol and women's perfume I had thoughts thinking he was cheating but I decided to not believe them but tonight was different he came in stumbling then falling next to the couch he groaned and slowly and clumsily flopped on the couch with a deep scent of alcohol and perfume with lipstick markings on his neck he moved closer to me and laid his head in my lap I gagged from the smell of beer and whisky smell he let out a drunken laugh and held my hand while sitting up Corbyn: "I met this girl at a party, man she was- wow" I played along to get him to talk about the party Y/n: "did you sleep with her?" He smirked and looked my way Corbyn: "if I told you, you can't tell Y/n" my jaw dropped to the floor knowing that he explained he slept with her I pulled my wrist from his hand and slapped him Y/n: "your a real asshole" all of sudden he seemed sober Corbyn: "Y/n?" He questioned I scoffed Y/n: "I don't wanna hear it Corbyn" I said walking away Corbyn: "I'm so sorry she meant nothing to me, I love you more than life itself"
Y/n: "let me ask you thing...was she worth it?" Corbyn: "she wasn't worth it, please forgive me baby I won't ever do it again" I rolled my eyes avoiding his eye contact Y/n: "do you realize how many times I've heard you say that, every single time I thought you would change but instead you fucked me over and go after some other girl, I thought you meant what you said... you told me you would never be like my ex and here you are repeating the same thing he did" I looked down at the floor on the verge to cry but held my tears in he touched me shoulder but I back away and turned away from him Y/n: "get your shit and leave...I don't wanna see you here anymore"  he sadly walked away I heard movement in the room we once shared he dragged his suitcase down and slammed the door I laid on the bed looking at the ceiling feeling a sign of sadness
Was this a bad idea?
Maybe he was going to quit... no he never stopped after the second girl I was stupid enough to think he would stop all I know is that he's gone and out of my life everything I did was for him and all I got back was betrayal I still love him and that is my curse no matter what he does I'd always love him