my life / / matthew espinosa

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Arabella-

Yesterday was fun with the kids. They were really nice and such. They seem to really like me.

I kept thinking what that little girl told me. This is so stressful. Love is overrated. I groaned and stood up and walked my way towards my bathroom and did my routine.

I took off to school and went to my locker. While I was opening my locker, the locker door slammed on my hand and it hurted really bad. I winced in pain and fell to the floor and held my hand trying to ease the pain but it wouldn't work. I looked up and saw who did it. It was Katerina. "Oops sorry." She said trying to look innocent but than I looked deep into her eyes and she looked guilty. People started to laugh at me and point at me.

I tried to ignore the laughter but it was impossible.

Matt, Andrea, and Jack walked towards me and started to punch and kick me and threw me to the locker. I felt bruises coming up everywhere. Everybody bursted into laughter and started to throw death threats and papers at me. I started sobbing a crying due to the pain and embarrassment.

I never though that my ex- friends would do that to me. Is Matt turning into the bad boy and I am starting to turn into the one being bullied? I guess me and Matt are now exchanging lives. I started to stand up but than fell to the ground due to the lack of pain. I stood up once again and failed and landed on my butt. The third attempt I succeeded and ran out of the school.

I ran as fast as I could. Bullying, Love, Kids, School, I couldn't think right.

My whole body started to turn pale and sent shivers down my body.

Where's Janelle if you need her?

I started to walk to a nearby park and sat down on the bench. Virginia was so beautiful. But there is so much drama in Virginia. I hated it. The only good thing about Virginia is the beautiful sights and Janelle.

I started to go deep in my thoughts and a gust of wind blew my hair. I felt relaxed and comfortable. It felt like this is my home.

This was peaceful unlike California.

I stood up and walked towards the nearest craft store. I bought myself a cute little diary to keep my notes, secrets, and what had happened in my life. I walked to the same park again and sat down on a bench and started to write.

Dear Diary,

My Life sucks. So much drama happened in Virginia. I never expected to be like this. So much things happened in two months. School was the worse of all. All the bullying and stuff. I still remember that day where I met Matt. Was it a mistake that I met Matt? It all led me to this. Bullying, kidnapping, and love. I thought our relation ship was special. I was finally in love. He was my first lover. Until he cheated on me and threw my heart down on the blacktop and stepped in it multiple time. True love is fake. True love was never real. True love hurts. And it sucks. But thanks to Matt, I met Janelle. She's my true friend. The friend i would never let go. She's the only good thing that happened to my life in Virginia. Unlike Katerina, Jack, Andrea, and Matt, she would never let me go. And I know that she would never do it. Karmas a ###ch. Don't get mistaken my love, it would lead do bad habits and such. I, Arabella Rose, have the most confusing life on Earth.

Sincerely,
Arabella Rose

Once I was finished, I started to walk home.

While I was walking across the street, a car rammed into me which caused me to fly off the ground from 5 feet away.

The person stepped out of the car and shutted the door and said,

"Sweet Dreams."

The voice faded away and police cars, hospital cars, and newscaster surround my body. The people picked my weak fragile body off of the ground and carried me to a portable bed and I felt my eyes getting heavier each second and my whole world turned black.

Completely black.

'Sweet Dreams, Arabella.'