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Chp.9

Matts POV
I immediately regretted what I said to Bella. I didn't mean to say that to her. It just came into my mind because I had nothing else to say. To her. Now I was angry. Angry at myself. I lost the one who was going to make me happy. I lost the only girl I love. Yes I loved her, she was my bright side. My everything. And now I pushed her away.

"Matt baby whats wrong?" Rachel asked. She wrapped her arms around my torso. I shoved her hands away from me. "Stay away from me! I lost the love of my life thanks to you!" I yelled at Rachel. Dam shes so annoying. She looked scared and walked fast into the Cafe.

I tried calling her many multiple times but she never answered. I walked to her house and looked through the window and saw Bella sitting on the window crying. She's crying because of me. I felt bad. I knocked on her door and I heard her beautiful crying voice "Co-coming.." She said quietly. She opened the door and when she immediately saw me, she quickly shuttled the door.

"Bella please let me in! I'm sorry!" I yelled sadly. She opened the door and letted me in. "Spill." She said. "Bella I didn't mean to say that to you! It just came into my mind and I just quickly said it because I ran out of words and things to say!" I yelled desperately. "Matt.. I don't know if I should forgive you right now because your words were pretty harsh." "Arabella please! I don't want to loose the person that will help me! The person that is my bright side!" I said crying. "Matthew, I'll forgive you. But I'm still mad at you because you didn't get me my food." She said jokingly.

I saw that I was on my knees begging. I stood up and walked towards her and hugged her small body."Well Arabella Rose, would you maybe want to go to dinner with me tomorrow?" I asked her. "Yeah sure I would love to go to dinner with you." She said blushing. "I knew you would say no.. Wait did you say yes?" I said shocked. "Yeah I did." She smiled. "Um.. Ok wear something formal." I said and walked out.

When I walked out I just remembered that I didn't take my pills. Because of Bella. I danced excitedly because she said yes! The girl of my dreams said yes! But than I forgot the door was opened. And Arabella was standing there laughing and giggling. Oh how I love that giggle.