Return of the Spambook

stfu idiot

can my dad just please shut the fuck up about politics for 5 minutes. im trying to drink tea like a normal person and he comes in talking on the phone and ranting about how he doesn't like biden and how he's so mad that disney is making a black mermaid and that there was a black nutcracker and right now he's ranting about gay people like SHUT THE FUCK UP YOUR MOM DOESN'T CARE (he's talking on the phone with her) AND MY MOM DOESN'T EITHER AND I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT AS WELL SO SHUT THE FUCK UP. GO ON SOME RACISM OR HOMOPHOBIA FORUM AND RANT ABOUT IT THERE. CRY ABOUT IT PUSSY. FUCKING CRY ABOUT IT WE DON'T CARE i wanna die i thought today was gonna be a decent day well i guess not i guess my dad just had to ruin it for me whoopsies
also when my dad was ranting about gay ppl and how kids can't grow up normally with gay parents bc they have to adopt or something (im not entirely sure cuz i just zone out of this stupid fucking rant sometimes) my mom was like "well lesbians can give birth" and yea thank you queen so i guess i'll never come out to my dad then haha even though he was like "yea i would be okay with it if you turned out to be a leasbian" ok horton hears a bitchass liar
ok well consider the fucking possibility that maybe i am actually gay and stop fucking offending me with this bullshit
now he's talking about how blm is racist bc it apparently means that black lives matter more than other lives when it fucking doesn't at all??? it just means that they matter too and that they matter as much as any other life you idiotic piece of shit (ik that the movement is kinda weird with the riots but im talking about what the actual phrase means) and when i explained that to him he brought up some weird example like "this shop banned blue lives matter and all lives matter shirts and then people stopped buying from it" ok and😐what point were you trying to make here you braindead talking vegetable
for fucks sake im just trying to drink a cup of tea