Chapter 4

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As soon as I got home I was met with an empty house " guess dads still out of town" I shut the door and slumped my bag down next to it , I was really not in the mood for anything but my bed right now ... probably because I am questioning my whole life for some girl I literally only met today. I don't want to rush into decisions because I might just be over reacting on my feelings towards Alice maybe I am not bisexual .. I don't know I just ... want to lay down and think about my first day on my comfy bed.

I basically ran up the stairs and to my bed room where my finale destination was , I kicked my shoes off and slowly laid myself down so I was looking up at the ceiling , " ok Bella what are you doing ?" I asked myself slowly taking a deep breath in and blowing it out towards the pale white ceiling , I just needed to think about everything.... but sadly my phone rang " hey mom " yep she always picked the right time , could you hear my sarcasm in that " hi honey , how was your first day of school ?" She questioned rather cheerily kind of like Alice .. there I go again " it was good mom , I am actually quite liking forks so far " she cooed down the phone at me making me laugh a little " has a boy got anything to do with this " I froze not knowing what to say  ..it's like the one question I do not want to hear but maybe if I am truthful with my mom she could help me " actually mom ...I wanted to ask you something " she went silent which wasn't usual for her " honey if you need boy advice I am " ..." mom no no just listen please , promise not to get mad " she went silent again before I heard her place more money into what was seemingly a pay phone " where's your mobile ?" She laughed realising I heard her " it's broke now tell me what's wrong honey ?" I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in before letting out " ithinkiambisexualbutidontknowandiamreallyconfusedandscared" I exhaled but still my mum did not answer " honey .... I did not understand any of that say it a bit slower this time "  I looked out the window and noticed the sun setting so I hurried knowing my dad could be home any time " I think I am bisexual but I don't know I am confused and scared " this time my mom replied rather quickly " oh honey you have nothing to be scared about , I say if you like some one you like them it shouldn't matter , maybe you are bisexual but it shouldn't matter ok " I nodded but forgot she couldn't see me " thanks mom ... for understanding " I let a tear slip but I quickly discarded it " it's just part of being a mom honey .... now who's the lucky person " I swiped the rest of the tears away as I laughed at my mom " no one mom " I laughed as she let out a sad whine " look I have some home work to do mom so I will speak to you later " ... " ok , but don't forget to tell me all about it when your ready " I laughed and said my good byes before throwing my phone to the opposite side of my bed.

"BELLA" I jumped up and saw my dads car outside " YEAH" I shouted as I made my way down the stairs to see him taking his coat and shoes off " have you eaten yet " I shook my head and pointed to the money still on the kitchen side " I was doing work and then mom called so i didn't have time , we can order it though and eat together " he nodded his head with a smile much smaller then Alice's .. dam it " I would really like that Bella just let me get cleaned up then I will order it " wait oh yeah he was out of town on a case but he never said what case " hey dad ? " he hummed in response from the kitchen sink where he was washing his hands " what was that case about ? " he tensed up and said nothing " dad what is it ... I can handle it I am not a kid" he grabbed a paper towel and started drying his hands while slowly turning to face me " some one was killed , most likely some sort of animal did it ... we are going to start hunting for hit " I nodded my head and walked over to the sofa " maybe like a bear attack or something " he followed me and nodded " doctor Cullen says it's a bear but some of the men on the team say it looks nothing like a bear kill " Cullen ? Like Alice's dad " doctor Cullen .. like as in the one with all the adopted kids " he nodded and sat back against the sofa " yeah why ?" I sat back along with him and placed my feet up on the table " nothing I was just making friends with his daughter today " he nodded while looking at his watch and standing up with a raised brow " which one " he questioned while making his way over to the take out leaflets he had in the draw " Alice " he grabbed a few and made his way back over to me on the sofa " she's the one with the short hair right " I nodded as he placed the leaflets on the table " last time I saw her she complemented my moustache, she said it was very nicely framed ..... anyway do you want Chinese food or pizza " I giggled to myself thinking about the comment Alice had said to my dad , I could fully imagine her with a wide smile,hands clutched together in front of her as she excitedly complemented his moustache. " um pizza sounds good dad".












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Ok I am really liking this story but not a lot of people are reading it which makes me kind of sad but thank you for reading if you see this right now I appreciate it because this book is so much fun , stay safe and well and I will see you in the next chapter

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