In Love with Impossible

Chapter 6-Complications and Confidantes

Edward's P.O.V

Why does Jen know exactly what to do when I'm feeling like the sun will never come up? I know I shouldn't be feeling anything for her like this but she's amazing. The rain is so cold but this waltz makes me feel warm..Jen makes me feel warm. I want to keep doing this, with her forever. Jen makes me feel ....All the walls I had around me, she seemed to kick them in and stomp into my heart as if she owned it....crazy thing is that I wanted her to. I stop waltzing her and pull her to me I hug her and she let's me, she hugs me back "it's OK whatever happened its not your fault" how did she know me so well? She gently sways her body with mine and the dance starts again...and I allow myself to get engulfed in her..just for a few moments. Then I pull back I look into her dark eyes and I can't help staring, I want to look away but some sort of spell seems to prevent me. Jen looks away first. She takes my hand and gently leads me to her car.

Jen's P.O.V
I didnt say anything ..I just sat there and held his hand, I revved up the heater in the car and waited. He didn't start a conversation either, we just sat there in the dark, his grip on my hand was strong and I squeezed his hand now and then just to let him know I was there. After about half an hour I was starting to get impatient , I knew he didn't want to talk but I also knew that I had to get home and so did he "Edward, it doesn't matter if you don't want to talk but I need to get home and you do too...I know you won't talk to me but at least talk to Kate or the boys or your mom.." Edward's head shot up and he looked at me angrily, I knew I'd said something wrong. He didn't say anything and I found myself getting angry "what?! You can't talk to me yet?! If your angry about something why can't you say something?! What?! Am I that insignificant to you?! That you keep it all bottled up?! Fine don't react! Act like I'm not here ! I've been sitting here squeezing your hand for the past half an hour! The least you can do is say something to me!!" I yelled at him "let go of my hand!" I finished angrily. Yes I am an idiot he came here like this depressed so why couldn't I be comforting? Why did I have to start yelling? You know why...after Cameron said that to you..shut up!! I said pushing away the memories and shivering inwardly. "Jen....you have no idea what you mean to me.." Ed said to me softly, he bent closer to me and brushed a strand of hair from face, his green eyes holding my black ones. My heart skipped a beat...you have no idea what you mean to me..how did he know the perfect thing to say? I didn't know what Cameron said all those years ago and scarred my heart so intensely.

"I'll drive home...my car is down there anyway." Ed said. I looked at him his expression had cleared a little but it bothered me that he still did not open up, he was still hurt. I yanked my hand away from him and started up my car, he stared at me "what are you doing?!" He exclaimed , I revved up the radio and yelled "I am kidnapping you!!" I didn't want him to be alone right now, Edward was staring at me "well?! Got anything to say? Wheres your house?" I challenged. "Third street on the left " he said finally. I don't know how it had happened but his hand had found its way into mine again.

Edward P.O.V

I am so lucky to have found Jen. She is the best friend I could've asked for...friends like the guys in casters and my sister and now Jen. Jen's voice, her smile,her touch and warmth had already lifted my spirits so much. Kidnapping me? Where did she even get these ideas? Well,heck I'd be fine being kidnapped by her.
Jen's P.O.V