Bought by my sugardaddy

t h i r t y - s e v e n

every time you go back home from school, you would always feel the night vibes around you and it gives you peace within your inner self it feels so good and quiet at night especially when there are not many people around

 oh how you wish it would always be like that

but the darkness also has secrets in it that should be hidden

the feeling of not having to worry about the things you shouldn't be worrying about, but here you are now.

you get off the bus and there it starts again, you begin to overthink about stuff and don't even know what to do in your life anymore, you get tired easily by these thoughts and it's killing you inside.

you know that you can't keep this baby and you're still a college student, you still have so many dreams and goals to achieve and you know that being pregnant will hinder it.

you begin to think of what will your best friends think about you? and what will everyone think of you if they figure out that you're pregnant. it may not look obvious now since the bump isn't that visible but it will surely be obvious in the next few months.

you hold your right elbow and rub it with your left hand, this little one here is your first baby in your life and you can't even think of getting an abortion, your conscience could never handle it and it will haunt you forever

you both walk to your apartment and it was mostly you looking down on the road while Song-i guides you and she notices your face and it makes her wonder.

"Are you alright?" she asks worriedly and you give her a straight and sad face

"didn't you like my treat this afternoon?" she pouts at you because she may be thinking that she didn't do well in making you happy.

"of course I did! I'm just overthinking" you say sadly.

"About what?" she asks while she assists you in going upstairs

"if I should keep the child or not" You finish your words and yelp when you feel a slight pain in your stomach.

"Oh Dahyee, you should keep your baby, it's your child and can also be considered as your world, but don't worry, if the dad won't help then I will help you raise this little one" she gives you a comforting smile and places a palm on your flat stomach

"Thank you so much, bae, I don't know what to do with life without you" You thank her and gave her a short hug and she openly accepts it.

"always, miss silly" she laughs and you both did a high five

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you both enter the apartment and change your clothes into some comfy ones, when you get back to your room, you see Song-i standing right in front of the door, all dressed in her pajamas.

"and since you're pregnant Miss Preggy, from now on, I will be sleeping on the top deck while you'll be sleeping on the bottom deck she explains to you while pointing to the beds and looking at you and you nod

she gets on top of the bunk bed meanwhile you head up to the bottom bed since you're tired of this day, but even before you can lie down in peace, you realize that you haven't gotten your pillows and blankets yet.

"Okay Miss Crackhead, just throw me my blankets and pillows on my face," you say to her and she gives you a look

"Seriously?" she asks you with a raised eyebrow and you nod then she takes a hold of them and throws your pillows on your side but your blanket right on your face but not harshly and you laugh, she did take that seriously

"Okay miss crackhead, here's yours" You take a hold of her blankets and pillows and threw it on her face but not harshly too, she gives you a death glare but a chuckle follows, and you both say goodnight to each other since you both have classes tomorrow.

uhm yeah, you do have classes tomorrow and you're scared

but how will you hide my baby bump when it gets bigger?

you hope everyone still accepts you even though you did something stupid.