Urban Divinity

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Jocelyn POV:

"We're looking forward to working with you soon Dr.Davis." The words rang in my ears as I thought back to that amazing phone-call. I nearly fainted from excitement while Dion shook me like a mad man and screamed that he was proud of me. I bit my lip to hold back my smile as I walked out the hospital back doors to the parking lot.

I always thought about going back to work but I never thought I'd actually do it. I made every excuse in the book not to go back because in all truth, I was worried I'd mess up everything I've rebuilt for myself. I didn't think I was mentally strong enough for the busy atmosphere and demanding labor but this week I really pulled through.

I only cried once.
I didn't get worked up when confronting patients.
I was on time and even worked over time.
AND my manager commented on how well I worked with my patients.

I think I did an amazing job and I can't wait to tell my baby how good I did.

My eyes sparkled as I looked at my brand new car Dion gifted me after I mentioned how I would take Ubers to work. He offered a million times to drive me but I refused and so he gave me a new car. At first I was pissed he even spent so much money but then he assured me that it didn't hurt his pockets at all so I let him slide with a warning.

With a soft click the doors opened and I more than happily slipped in and locked the doors before checking the seats behind me, "Clear." I press the button to start it and sigh softly before taking a deep breath, "Why is it so hard to accept the party is over? You came with your new friend
And her mom jeans and her new Vans And she's perfect and I hate it!" I yell with SZA and pull out the parking space.

"Oh, so glad you made it! I'm so glad you could come back!" Each lyric felt like a weight off my shoulders as I screamed at the imaginary man in my head. He watched me silently, listening to me scream as his face slowly morphed to those familiar blue eyes and brown curls, "I get so lonely I forget what I'm worth..We get so lonely we pretend that it's worse...I'm so ashamed of myself think I need therapy.." I could see my eyes getting blurry as I looked back to the road and pressed the gas as green shined through the windshields.

"I'm sorry I'm not more attractive..I'm sorry I'm not more ladylike..I'm sorry I don't shave my legs at night"  I sing softly and try to ignore my leg bouncing as I focus on my route home. "Stop getting upset." I snap to myself and quickly press the skip button, relaxing as Brent started to play instead, "I gave it all for a fantasy.." I sing softy and let my shoulders relax again.

My car slowly rolled up to the front of the building and I let out a big sigh, "I love me some SZA but DAMN does she know how to put somebody in their bag.." I shake my head and grab my purse before climbing out the car. I lock it and listen to it's cute beep before making my way up to the apartment.

I grab my tissue and press the button before stepping on and humming softly to myself, "How much imma spend profiling? She come in and compliment my closet.. Eff her on the floor like I don't give a crap about it." I sing to myself and wait as the doors ring and open up to my floor, "Your judgment get clouded when you're clouded."  My heels clicked up the hall until they stopped at my door which I more than happily opened.

I inhale a deep breath, "Diiooooooon!!" I yell and listen for him, "Joceeeeellyyynnnn!!!" He yells back from another room and I giggle as I close the door and kick off my heels. I sigh happily as my piggies wiggle on the cold wood floor, "Where are you?!" I yell and make my way to the bedroom, "Office!" He yells back and I make a sharp turn right to his office doors before opening them.

His eyes met mine as he looked up from his computer, "There's my baby." His lips lifted into a smile as he leaned back into his chair and opened his arms for me. I quickly dumped my suitcase and jacket on the floor before running to him and flopping into his arms. He laughed as he pressed a kiss to my head, "How was work, babe?" I peeked up at him as I could barely contain the smile that threatened to rip my face in half, "It was good! My manager said I did super good my first week and hopefully I'll do really good next week too!" I squeal as his eyes sparkled with pride, "I told you. Ain't nothing to worry about." I roll my eyes and untangle my body from his.