Kink (Completed)

Chapter 26: Bliss

  I whispered to Jungkook before climbing in his car "don't tell him about us" his brow furrowed showing his displeasure, Namjoon caught up to us "fuck! Why are you walking so fast? Give me a break I did just have a bullet dug out of my shoulder" I looked at him with concern in my eyes "are you sure you're ok by yourself, I can stay with you if you need help" Jungkook narrowed his eyes "no" Namjoon chuckled "I'm good, I need someone to help me change my dressing, so I may call you for that but other than that I still have one arm, so I'll manage. I'm worried about Jin, he cries then just stares out the window, he wouldn't talk to me at all. He spoke for the first time when you arrived, fuck! He probably blames me for not rescuing him, I don't blame him fuck! I should have been able to get free somehow. That bastard tried to rape him in front of me when he couldn't get it up he beat the hell out of him like it was his fault" I stepped forward and placed my hands on his chest looking up into his eyes "this is not your fault, he does not blame you. He's in shock and needs time for his brain to process what has happened, let's give him a few days and then check on him if we need to we will send him to therapy."

  He sighed nodding slowly, I hit the button on the key fob to unlock the doors. Jungkook is eyeing me with a scowl, I know he isn't happy with me. I climbed into the car, Namjoon had headed off to his car. Jungkook leans in "you have some explaining to do" he bit out. I was wrong he wasn't mad, he's pissed. He slammed the door and followed behind Namjoon.

  I pulled out and hit the road, I had been to Namjoon's house a few times to hang out with him and Hoseok. This was when I was younger, Jungkook probably didn't know, or he would have flipped out. He trusts no one with me, back then I thought he was a psycho for being so paranoid but now after what happened to Jin, I'm thankful he is so protective.

  I pulled into Namjoon's driveway parking next to his Royal Blue Mustang convertible, I watched as they climbed out Namjoon waved before disappearing into his house. My door flew open "do you want to fuck Namjoon?" I gasped, what the hell is he talking about "where the hell did you get that idea from?" I said I climbed out of the car only to be hauled up against his massive body "your mine! Get out of your head any idea of being with another man because sweetheart it's not going to happen" I stared at him incredulously "do you really think I would have sex with you one night and the next drool over another guy? Wow! Just wow" he glowered down at me "then why the fuck did you not want me to tell him about us?" it finally hit me, he's jealous" I giggled "Babe, listen to me, they have both been through hell in the last twenty-four hours now is not the time for us to be touchy-feely and giggly to each other. I want to hold your hand and give you kisses all the time, but there is a time and place for everything" he leaned forward and pressed his forehead to mine "I'm sorry" he whispered. I wrapped my arms around his waist "it's ok" he shook his head "it's not, I'm so fucking scared I'm going to lose you that I react before I think. I'm too fucking old for you and sure the fuck not good enough" I grinned pecking his lips "and I still fell head over heels in love with you" he smiled "yes, you did, you have horrible taste in men" I rolled my eyes "let's go eat, so we can get groceries because I really want to go home and cuddle."

  He kissed my forehead before taking my hand and walking me around to the passenger side, he opened the door and helped me in. I brushed him off when he tried to help with my seatbelt, he climbed in and started the car. He reached out and took my hand intertwining our fingers resting them on his thigh. Traffic is terrible as usual, people are getting off work. The sidewalks are crowded with people, just another day in New York shitty... oops I meant New York City. 

  He parked, and we walked up a few blocks to a small but cute Italian restaurant, the smell of Italian spices tantalized my nose making my stomach growl loudly. He chuckled "you should have eaten something before we left, you must be starving" I shrugged "I'm hungry but I'm not starving" he shook his head "I never want to see you go without, it makes me feel inadequate to not meet one of your needs" I stopped walking "I don't ever want to make you feel inadequate, I am an adult all I ask for is love and affection, and mind-blowing sex. The rest I can handle on my own" he grinned and pulled me against him, "I think I cover all those rather well wouldn't you say" I giggled "oh I don't know about that I haven't had my daily dose of cuddles yet" he smiled and opened the door "don't worry I will give you more than enough when we get home."