This is not a normal chapter.
It's a life lesson I taught myself.
A lesson that haikyu brought me to think of,
And realize.
With this chapter,
I want you all to think about the message.
Leave a comment, let me know what you thought about.
I sat in my apartment rewatching my old soccer games. I was crying, but I was smiling while watching them. I had a thought in my mind that wouldn't leave.
Ushijima came into the room and saw me crying on the floor, looking at my phone. He immediately came over to me and hugged me. He didn't realize that I wasn't sad, but that these were happy tears.
Ushijima: What's wrong my love?
"Our lives are mistakes..
We are always competing to see who makes the least amount of mistakes"
"Think about it"
"Our mistakes make our success, or we let them be our failures."
"Every action we make, is a mistake. We just have to make them victories, or let them be our failures."
"Those who reach their goals and outcomes have made mistakes and fixed them."
"If you don't end up where you wanted to be, then fix the mistakes you've made, or make new ones that will lead to your success."
Ushijima: ..what are you talking about?
You: Huh? Nothing. I'm just spitting out nonsense. Thank you for the hug.
Ushijima: You're welcome. I like hugging you.
You: Then feel free to do it more often.
Ushijima wiped my tears as he held me in his arms. He sat me in his lap and I laid back into his chest. We stayed like this for a real long time. Him just holding me close to him.
My words were ringing in my head.
I didn't end up playing soccer, let alone enjoying it my last year..
Because I made mistakes that I didn't fix.
I fixed them by quitting what I was passionate about.
I thought quitting would make me happy.
Would fix my mistakes.
But, turns out that was just another mistake that lead to even more mistakes and failures.
I didn't end up where I wanted to be because I let one mistake, cause even more damage then it originally caused.
I wonder if my parents understand that.
Their small mistake of having jobs overseas, caused many more mistakes.
They missed out on their children's lives.
They missed being a parent, raising their kids, seeing their kids successes and failures.
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