Boarding school romance

The fight

Me and Jack had been Dating for 2 weeks. It was really nice. We couldn't go on real dates but he would make up little dates for us around the school. He one time made a picnic by the pong and it was super romantic. Or even one time we ran around the school at night time and he read me a book as I fell asleep in his arms. We still were meeting up at the path everyday so that we could see each other and plan what we were gonna do.

One day I was walking to the path and as I arrived he was standing there. But not by himself, with Liv. They were talking and then they kissed. She was the one that leaned in but he hesitated and then kissed her back. He then pushed her off and I heard him say "don't talk to me, your just gonna ruin things". She ran off and I came out from where I was hiding. "Oh Becca hi" " I saw Jack, what the fuck!" I said angrily. "I can explain" "no you don't have to, I saw. You even kissed her back!" I said and I couldn't even look him in his eyes. "I pushed her off though. I know I messed up I shouldn't even be talking to her" he said in a sorry voice. "Yea you pushed her off after you kissed her. You know how much she has been mean to me, she literally pushes me in the hallway but I don't do anything because she's your ex. And you just kissed her letting her think that everything she's done is okay, which it's not" "I know your right and I'm so sorry" he said looking down. "And I thought you were actually a good guy" I said pushing him and walking away. "Becca wait-" he said and I just kept walking. I didn't want to talk to him, I didn't want to see him. She's made my life shit, everyday she does something new. Either throwing something at me, pushing me, calling me names. And I promised Jack I would do anything to her. He knew that I hated her and he just kissed her. Why would he kiss her, does he still have feeling for her?

I could barely sleep that night. The past week I had been sneaking into jacks dorm and sleeping with him. I always slept better with him there but now he's not here and my thoughts are keeping me awake. The image of him kissing her kept playing in my head. It wasn't just a peck either, it was a deep slow kiss.

He was blowing up my phone all night and I ignored it. I heard a knock on my door and I knew it was Jack. It was late and he never stayed up late so I knew he couldn't sleep either. "Go away". "Becca please, just open the door" he said, his voice sounded raspy like he was crying. I wiped my eyes because I didn't want him seeing my tears and I opened the door. He was holding a frog squish-mallow, which he knew I had wanted. It was his and I told him one day I would take it when he wasn't looking. He handed me it. "This isn't gonna make me forgive you" I said. "I know but I need to talk to you" He said and tucked my hair behind my ear and rested his hand on my face. I took his hand off my face and said "can you just leave me alone, I'll talk to you when I want to talk to you". I slammed the door. I hated being so mean and seeing him sad but he deserves it.