Starting Over Again

I dont wanna Be here if your not

( Author Notes ~ Jasmine is dead the book is over ✌️ have a nice day ...
Lls sike naw let me stop playing keep reading y'all . )

MARCUS

you know I never liked hospitals . if it's not a birth begin held here in my family it's usually something sad . my grandma died in a hospital , she was my only close relative since my parents were always busy . my bestfriend died in a hospital well my only friend at that . and now here I am in a hospital in a room watching the love of my life lay there not moving at all fighting for her life . tears slid down my face as all I could think about was negative things because only negative things has happened here other than the birth of my daughter . i needa get outta here . not only this hospital but this world if Jasmine die I would have no purpose in living . I went into the hallway and found a cart with a lot of medicine on it I took a whole bottle and went back in Jasmine's room into the bathroom staring at my self in the mirror I contemplated if I should take the pills or not I looked at Jasmine laying there still not moving and I took some pills making everything go black after a while .

"Marcus ... Marcus ... boy get up"

I got up to see ... my mother .

"mom ? where am I ?"

"Heaven why are you up here ? boy you got a job to do back there on earth"

"no I don't mom Jasmine is gone ma she gone I just know it"

"hush up boy and stop thinking like that . she gonna make it you ain't give her the chance . now what's gonna happen if she wake up and you up here ? what happen if both of y'all are gone and up here in heaven ? then my grandchildren won't have parents stop being so damn stupid and selfish get down there it's not your time . and if I see you up here again when it's not ya time imma bang you upside ya head and make you stay up here and see how hard you made Jasmine and them kids lives . I love you okay ? but you gotta go . now gon shoo"

"Sir ... Sirrr ... excuse me sir are you awake ?"

"w-where am I ?"

"a hospital bed you passed out sir"

"where's my fiancée ... how is she ... is she okay ?"

"sir she's fine and she's awake . she would like to see you she's very worried about you"

I nodded "take me to her ?"

"sure right this way"

I walked in and saw Jasmine wide awoke holding Mckyenzie while talking to Justin as he sat on the bed next to them and my dad sat in the chair next to the bed .

"how are you feeling mamma ?"

"I'm good I missed you two though I had a dream about cha"

"really ?"

"yeaa you was a super hero and saved me like mario did princess peach"

"I love Mario !"

"I knoww"

I knocked over something walking not paying attention making them all look up .

"hey dad where'd ya go ? you told me you was gonna keep a eye on mommy"

"I'm sorry son daddy had to go lay down"

"no more slacking on the job mister !"

"okayy" I laughed as he pointed his finger at me .

"mommy when can we all go home ?"

"well you two are gonna go home with grandpa today"

"to our home ?"

"no grandpas until mommy and daddy leave the hospital and find a new home for us to live in" Jasmine said eyeing me on the last part .

"okay okay I got it"

"alright come on kiddos let's go home so we can eat and get ready for bed . looks like mommy and daddy need some rest too"

"no they don't daddy already had rest"

"Justin let's go" my father said sternly

"Jus be good give me hug and kiss" he gave Jasmine a hug and kiss then came over to give me a hug and they left . I walked over and got into bed with Jasmine . as soon as I got comfortable she hit me in my chest .

"what's that for ?" I laughed

"for trying to leave me . I should beat you up don't ever think about doing that"

"sorry babe" I said rubbing the back of my neck . "give me kiss"

"you don't deserve it"

"pleaseeee" I begged while trying to kiss her . she just kept laughing . she finally gave me a kiss and then we cuddled trying to go to sleep .

"I love you" I mumbled against her neck

"I love you too" with that she fell asleep in my arms . this is the moments I cherish .