This is just a bonus but it's actually part of the story. I typed this out so I can celebrate my birthday happily. This chapter is therefore dedicated to RoxieElle. Happy birthday to me 😕
Let's start, shall we?
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Kissing my best friend is something I shouldn't do right? But why on earth do I get nothing but the urge to do so. Ugh! When did my life get this complicated? I mean like two months ago, I was so interested in my ballet, now I'm interested in kissing Noah. Am I getting influenced by this whole thing? What is up with my life? And... Oh jeez!
“I hate you so so much!”, Addie said
“Addie, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to, it was a mistake”, I apologized
“You're right you know, mistake, that's the perfect word for you. You'll never be my sister!”, she sneered
“I'm sorry, please”, I begged
“What's going on girls?”, mom asked
“Destiny spilled her drink on my gown for the debut and I told her it was okay but she started crying”, she lied and I bit my lower lip
“Destimy, I've always told you to be careful now we have to take care of another one of your mess and the debut is in less than three hours”
“I'm really really sorry”, I said lowering my head, letting my blonde bangs cover my eyes as much as it could
“Just leave”, mom sighed...
"Are you okay?", Iris asked and I jumped slightly before gathering myself together and responding
"Yeah, totally"
"Are you sure?", she asked
"Definitely, do you need something?", I asked sadly
"Dinner's ready", she replied
"Okay", I answered
"You can talk to me anytime, I'll always be here", she said and I nodded and she left
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"How do you feel now?", Regina, Noah's mom asked
"Wonderful, thank you for asking", I said politely
"You've enjoyed it here?", mom asked although it was a statement
"Of course, it's a wonderful place to live", I responded
This is what my life is like most times. Being polite, being a good girl and all that. I may have done somethings that will make you wonder but I'm just so... I hate my life!
"Your examinations are in a week, are you prepared?", Regina asked
"Yes, I am", I answered biting my lip so I wouldn't cry
"Aren't you hungry?", Chris, Noah's dad asked and I stared at the plate of honey garlic grilled shrimp in front of me
"I lost my appetite, sorry to bother you all. Goodnight", I said and stood up from the table and walked out briskly and when I was out of their sight, ran to my room and flung myself on the bed and cried
At least I got that part in Disney princesses right
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My life is never going to be easy. I'm never going to make my parents proud, no matter how hard I try. It's all really hopeless. Why bother with life when I can just end all of the pain right now. Goodbye, world...
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"What were you thinking!", Miles asked
"Just leave me alone. All you all ever do is bother me, can't you just let me be. Don't I deserve to die in peace!", I yelled
"What's going on?", Noah asked wanting to know everything
"I was kidnapped and raped", I said and Noah froze
"What did you just say?", he growled
"Oh my, Desti", Flora said and hugged me tight and I broke down
"You're safe here", Summer said also holding me and before I knew it I was in a group hug with my friends holding me tight in the middle
I can't do this, I don't want they're pity and no matter how hard they try to stop me, I will end this hell we call life
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Chapter 26, loves. I feel so bad, I had to, I hope y'all understand. Now to clear some questions
Q: Why is Destiny so... Why does it always seem like her relationship to certain people is forced?
A: I don't really have an answer to this. Destiny's depression is answer enough to this question. She's not just very comfortable.
Q: Will there be a sequel?
A: Most definitely, I started working on it already.
Q: How many chapters are there going to be?
A: If I can hold on till I'm done with my exams which are starting on the 24th November, maybe like fifty or close to sixty.
Q: How does this story end?
A: I reserve my comments.
Q: Do Destiny's parents care for her?
A: They do, they just don't show it. It's not exactly easy to have a daughter that's depressed. But that does not, I repeat, does not, excuse they're behavior.
Q: How did Noah find out she sent the pictures to him?
A: I'm going to be answering this because I feel like I'm not going to be able to put it in the book, so... We all know Destiny hacked Melissa's phone and I'm not saying it's right but that's what she did anyway and then she transferred them to her computer and so Noah found out that way.
Q: Who's your favorite character?
A: Noah. Because, yes, he's a player, he hasn't done anything stupid...yet.
Q: Would you be Destiny if you could?
A: I highly doubt that, I love her and all but, she's writing her own story, I'm not in charge, so... No, I'd be Selena though.
Q: Are you still going to write your other book this December?
A: Maybe, maybe not. I'm not entirely sure yet. I have three other stories drafted, so...
Q: What do you like about this book?
A: I wrote it, I shouldn't answer but, I like the fact that her life isn't all rainbows and sunshine and although it's titled Saying Goodbye, she won't be losing all that much. Thank you.
So, I picked a few. Some of them were asked through DMs. Love you all. Stay safe. And for the Wattpad anthem, VOTE, COMMENT AND SHARE!
xoxoxo
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