A Collection of my Inner Thoughts and Most Personal Feelings

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Optimism is a funny thing.

The ways in which it works are mysterious.

At 14, I was anything but optimistic, I couldn't even call myself pessimistic because of the relation.

At 15, I began my journey with optimism.

Being happy changes you.

Having a positive outlook on life changes you.

But being happy all the time is hard and complicated and rather impossible.

Sometimes I drift off into my bad moods and I would rather be pessimistic than lose everything.

I can't lose it again.