Didn't sleep again last night, too much on my mind.
I was assigned another task.
For the longest time I wanted this life, I knew it was wrong and people were going to get hurt but that didn't stop me, I didn't get dragged in, I jumped in.
All I wanted was the life that TJ had, he made it look like it was awesome and as if there were no rules, one minute he was on top of the world, and the next he was 6 feet under it.
I had to go through so many trials to get where I am, but now I'm in something that doesn't feel right, it's not me and I don't think it ever was. I liked the idea when it was easy but when the going gets tough, I'm not prepared to take a life. before I would have never questioned my ability to.
this isn't my place in the world, this isn't who I'm meant to be.
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