Wednesday, October 24th

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I'm freaking out! Noah told me that he loves me! He loves me! But I don't feel the same way. He is my boyfriend, but things don't seem any different than they were a couple weeks ago. "Uh I love you too." Oh crap, that was too quiet. I feel obligated to say it back even though I don't mean it. I know it's dishonest, but what else am I supposed to do? Say 'okay' like all the ladies do on TV when they don't feel that way? No, that's awkward and sad. I don't wanna make him sad but I don't see this going anywhere.
At the same time, I just wanna see Chris. Lunch and 6th hour with him are the hi-light of my day. I don't know what draws me to him so much, but it feels like no matter what do, I cant help it. He's so funny and he makes me laugh a lot. We met back in 7th grade. It was a Monday during Gym and I was talking to Keira about my weekend. That Saturday, i went to Super-cross and I wanted to get one of the t-shirts from the t-shirt cannons but we were sitting too high up. Next thing I know, there's this guy running past me wearing that t-shirt. It was Chris. "Who's that?" I asked Keira. "I have no idea."
After that, I started to get to know him. I flirted with him a lot, but he had a girlfriend. We used to say that we hated each other, but I never really did. I wonder if he was kidding or not.
It would be the mot romantic story about how we met if we were to date.

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