Inhuman (Levi x Reader)

Mixed up emotions

The sunlight forced your eyes to open. Your sight was blurry.

Is that... a reindeer eating a pineapple?
 

Turns out it was just he white ceiling. You sat up and scanned the place. You were in your bunk. Your jacket was neatly folded on your table and your harnesses were taken off. You begin to remember last night's events.

Oh shit, corporal's going to kill me. And I'm going to miss breakfast

You quickly grabbed your jacket an placed your harnesses on. You rushed out of your bunk. You met Mikasa on your way and stopped.

"Um, do you know how I got into my bunk last night?"

" Corporal carried you there. He also said that once you wake up you should go to his office."

And with that your fear grew. He was going to kill you now. You had no other choice, orders are orders. So you made your way to his office door nervously. You were about to knock but you were too scared.

He's going to kill me... maybe I should just stay in bed. Ugh, I picked the wrong man to mess with. If only it was someone less grumpy... less ... brutal.

And with that you remembered what he did and rage boiled in your blood. 

How am I going to take revenge if I fear him?

With anger swelling up your fear disappeared and you knocked on the door.

"Name and business"
A voice said from inside.

" [Full Name], you  instructed me to go to your office, sir"

"Come in"

You turned the door knob and stepped in. The monster was there, sitting on his throne. He gestured you to sit and so you did.

"Do you remember last night?"

"Yes sir, I was drunk --"

"..and you almost got yourself in trouble."

" Sir, Hanji invited me. She said I needed to get out of the blue."

You could hear him sigh . He stood up and walked to the window.

"It was an  expedition, cadet. Death is normal, it's part of it"

" Yeah, his death would've been normal if he was killed by a titan..."

Your voice sounded like at teen talking back to her mom. His face frowned a bit but stood still infront of the window.

"I have my reasons---"

" REASONS?!"
You shouted.

"What kind of "reason" would make you kill someone?! Don't you know how it feels to loose someone?!"

There was a second of silence before he replied.

"Don't you know how it feels to loose a thousand of men, cadet?"

You didn't know what to reply, you felt a bit guilty about what you said earlier.

"Get out of my office."

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Emotions were mixing up inside you. You felt angry and at the same time a bit sad for him. Maybe he actually had a reason? Or was he lying? Why would he save someone whose loved one he killed?( ok that sentence was confusing)
Why wouldnt he tell me?



You filled your stomach at dinner and decided to sleep. You were going to open your bunk's door until you saw some sort of letter on he floor. You picked it up and opened it. After moments of reading your eyes shot wide.

"WHAT?!?!"

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A/N: ok that was crappy and short. I was confuzzled on writing this. Got author's block and I'll see you again once I've dealt with it.