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Happens to you- Dark/Angst

Trigger Warning- Kind of Explicit Rape

A/N: This chapter is roughly inspired by the song "Happens to You" by Sasha Sloan, sorry its a bit dark.

Spencer

You think you know what its like. Well, not exactly, but you think you understand. You hate to admit it but you're almost desensitized to someone using another's body for their own pleasure. Of course you know it's horrible, I mean you see it all the time in your line of work. You deal with rape on almost 2/3 of your team's cases.  Not to mention your own boyfriend. I mean as you two have gotten closer you have heard all about what happened to him as a child. You have heard so much of it and not that you would ever complain to Derek about opening up to you, you have even heard some parts you would have rather not known about. And so, you really think you know what it like. But, of course you don't, that is until it happens to you.

Walking alone at night has never bothered you. Statistically you know that only about 20% of assaults are done by strangers. So as far as you're concerned you are more safe walking alone in this parking garage as you are in your own office. That thought doesn't sit well with you, but you brush it aside. I mean even if someone tried something you know how to talk them down, right? I mean you're not vain, you don't think your job would completely protect you from anything happening to you, but you have an advantage to everyone else because of your skills; don't you?

You don't worry about him at first. He barely crosses your mind when you notice him walking behind you. You see him in this parking garage all the time. You think he works downtown somewhere but you couldn't say for sure. Sometimes, he tries to make conversations with you. And, it's not that you're rude, your mind is just often elsewhere, so you generally ignore him. Sometimes you greet him with with a wave or a quick "hey", but go no further. Today is different, there is no greeting from him just an eerie silence as he follows you. Just as well, the case you just got back from was rough, so you have more important things on your mind.

You should be more concerned now that you are nearly approaching your boyfriends truck and the guy is still behind you. I mean the things you see in your line of work should at least make you a little more cautious. But you aren't, and as you approach the passenger side of the truck- Derek will be out in a few minutes to drive you guys home, he had forgotten something in the office and you didn't feel like walking back, plus you needed some alone time after a case like that- you're so lost in thought you don't feel the guy's presence right behind you. Until you do, but of course by then it's much too late.

The smell of cigarettes coming from the guy is almost overwhelming and you almost want to gag, you've never liked that smell. The first thing you feel are hands on your back, on top of one of your favorite soft sweaters, reserved to be worn on the hardest days to provide some extra comfort. The guys hands are big and the feeling of them makes you feel even smaller then you are.  Next, you feel your stomach being shoved into the uncomfortable surface of Derek's truck door. Struggling gets you a blow to the back of your head, not hard enough to knock you out, but it makes you still for a second, trying to block out the pain to stay focused. You are pushed even tighter to the truck, the side of your face being pushed into the outside of the window uncomfortably hard enough to leave a bruise, your chest and stomach being shoved so hard into the door that you think you might break a rib. At some point, you're not exactly sure when, your hands are brought from in front of you to behind your back and before you can even protest you feel them being tied together, rendering you basically immobile. For a weird second you feel a bit of relief that Derek has your bag, you wouldn't want to lose that, and then that thought is almost comical. Who cares about their bag in this situation, and you almost laugh, before you are suddenly brought back into reality.