Dear Bria [z.m.]

Seventeen: If you want something in your life, you have to work hard for it.

"What did you just say?" Breaking the silence in the car from the three of us. Edward was still focused on the road while Louis is fiddling with his fingers, he looks terrified of me for the first time.

"I said to get far from.. all the.. erm..games." Louis slowly opened his mouth for the words to come out but I'm not deaf nor stupid from what I heard from him.

"That's not what you said. You said you want me to get far from Zayn. What's that all about, huh?" I retaliated. I feel like my blood was about to boil and my head will burst any minute.

"Well, look what we have here 7 11!. Want to stop by and buy something to drink or eat?" Edward tried to calm the situation between the two of us but both of us didn't respond. "Or maybe get a wee?"

"Great idea, babe. Cause I'm sort of thirsty." He then told Edward not minding my eyes were on him.

The car stopped in front of the 711 then both of them hurriedly went out of the car. I followed Louis' went inside the store while Edward went to the restroom to get a wee. Louis went to the drinks section, his eyes went up then down choosing what drink he would buy while I stared and followed him all the way down to the chips.

"You want something, Bria? I think I'm going to get myself a hotdog." He was supposed to walk over me when I stop him.

"What was that about Louis?" I asked looking straight on his eyes. He can't even look at me straight.

"What do you mean the uptwon funk? Oh yes! We had a great dance!"

"After the uptown funk thing.. remember what I asked you?"

"Nothing." My hand tighten up the hold on his arm. "Will you please let go?"

I gave up and let go of him and he walks towards the chips.

"You're my bestfriend why do you want me to get far from Zayn?" I followed him choosing what chips to buy. He just ignored me and went to the cashier to pay for what he bought.

"Do you want something? Cause I'm going to pay for these already." Holding two bottles of water and one large chips on his hand he again ignored me. I just shooked my head on him. As soon as he was done paying, he went outside and so I followed. I didn't stop him from annoying.

"You know how much I'm still in love with Zayn and you want me to be far from him? Was that the reason of this whole trip? Cause Zayn's in London right now, huh?" He handed Edward the bottle of water for him to have a drink.

I had it so I pull him infront of me making us face to face. "Why do you keep on ignoring me!"

"Because your fucking question are fucking stupid!" He shouted at the top of his lungs making me step back from him. He's features were really mad, disturbed. I never seen him like this, never in a million years and for the very first time in my life I got scared of Louis.

"You keep on saying that you still love Zayn while all you do in your life is think of your fucking career, Bria! Zayn was head over heels for you and you let him down! You fucking left him cause your stupid big-butt manager, your inconsiderate selfish plastic surgery-faced mom and your nonsense fans that doesn't have to do anything with your relationship with Zayn!"

He shouted at me making me feel that I'm lost again that I got thrown up on reality again.

"And now what? You're going to cry again cause you regret everything you've done to him. You always think of what others are going to say. Now you fucking want him back but you still haven't learn your shitty lesson!"

I tried not to cry cause I'm already lost why do I have to cry more? "What lesson?"

"See, you don't even know. You should learn it from your mistakes."