Dear Bria [z.m.]

Thirteen: I'm sorry, Zayn

"I want to go to London." 

I told him as Louis' eyes widen from surprise. At first he didn't respond, he was looking at me waiting for me to talk. But as soon as he gets that I'm serious from what I said he began telling me whatnots that it's not easy to go to London cause of the paps and all but I being the stubborn one ignored everything he's saying. I know he's only getting me far from Zayn but I want to see him, want to know how he's been doing after all the things happened between us. I want to know if he's already working at a local advertising company for his artworks or if he has his own museum of graffiti paintings. 

I grabbed my phone and my fingers punched in the numbers of the ticketing office. It kept on ringing for a while but no one answered. 

"Are you really serious with what your doing? You know London has many paps. You're the one who told me that you want to escape from the media and you're going to London. Sheez, Bria!" I can hear Louis from behind as I wait for someone to answer me on the phone. Unfortunately, no one did but it didn't stop me from calling other airlines just to get a ticket to London. As I searched for some other airlines, Louis grabbed my phone from my hand. 

"You're not even listening to me!" He shouted and hid my phone behind his back. I tried to grab it back but he wont let me touch it. 

"Give me back my phone please." 

"No!" We started running around the room trying to get a hold of my phone. 

"Bria stop being so bloody-minded!" One thing that he did it let me disgust him. He put my phone under his shorts, even though he's wearing boxers I know but thinking my phone is under his front makes me stop from annoying him. 

"Louis you're so disgusting! I'm just going to get another one." Feeling defeated like in any war, I let myself sat down on the side of the bed. 

"I just don't want you to go to London. Athens is already a good place to get your mind fresh from all the--" 

"You just don't want me to see Zayn. Am I right?" I look at him straight catching him if he's going to lie at me again. Fortunately, he didn't. 

"Bree.. I mean BRIA. It's not about Zayn, well half of it maybe? But do you really want to go there? You and Zayn had some goo-goo ga-ga moments in London. Remember?" 

It was confusing about the goo-goo ga-ga Louis' talking about. "Goo-goo ga-ga?" 

"Yeah. Like in the movies." 

I just rolled my eyes at him and shook my head. I can't believe I have a bestfriend who loves me this much. In fact, he loves me more than my parents.

"There's a lot had happened here in Athens I don't want it here anymore. Maybe I want to reminisce those GOO-GOO GA-GA moments I had with Zayn." I emphasized the goo-goo ga-ga and Louis just giggled. "It was those  moments that I want to remember cause those were the days that I'm really really happy."

And then the tears came out again. "I was happy, Louis and I want to be happy again." 

I felt Louis' arms touched mine as he enclosed it in a hug. He began patting my back to stop me from crying again. 

"You really are a cry baby." His sassy tune is on it again. 

"You're still not taking out my phone on those?" I stopped myself as soon as I realized that my phone is still on his front. 

"It's really hard to move when you have a big bump on here." He starts getting my phone under his shorts. I crinkled my nose at him as I looked at him with pure disgust on my face.