Dear Bria [z.m.]

Eight: íso̱s kápoia méra (Maybe Someday)

Here's chapter eight! So sorry if we haven't update at all, were just really busy with college. But here you go. :)

"I told you. I don't want to go back!" I shouted through the speakers of my phone making Louis jump of the couch. He mouthed 'quiet' on his red lipstick and pointed out the door of the room, telling me that there are other people here in this place that can hear me.

I'm not much of a 'screamer'. Although when I get mad, really really mad that's when I want to shout at the top of my lungs. I'm not also a kind of person who gets easily mad, heck no. I have a massive amount of patience to every person I met but sometimes being too kind is getting out of the line.

"You know what, Jamy? I'm done! You can't control my life anymore. I want my OWN! I want my freedom. I want the normal life.. not like this one. Go get your own barbie doll to play on!" My thumb hit the red button angrily. I huff a big breath to try to collect my feelings on. Louis on the other hand, watches me with his face all full of sympathy for me. He understands what I've been going through.. and he's the only one who's here for me.

Louis gestures his hand for me while I try to stop myself from tearing apart. He stands up from the couch and wrapped his arms around me and I did the same. As soon as my arms are around him, tears starts to flow through my cheeks.

"You know what you need, darling?" Louis unwrap his arms arounds me as I nodded to his question. I don't really know what I need right now. I just want this all over. I want the happy moments.. not the sad ones.

"Yogurt?"

"Hell no! The letters. It'll soothe your feeling."

"What does it have to do with that? And hello, earth to Louis. This is my career were talking about not my love life. You're just making this hard even more."

When I was about to turn around, Louis hastily hold my arms and turned me back around to face him making me jump from his gesture.

"And hello! Earth to my bestfriend! You know how Zayn always makes you smile whenever you're down. So why not try doing a habit whenever you're sad, read his letters. I'm not suggesting, I'm asking a favor here."

Maybe Louis' right. Zayn can make me feel chripy all the time. Whenever I'm in trouble, it's like I'm a damsel in distress he's always there to comfort me and help me get through it. I didn't had double thoughts anymore. My feet immediately went to my bed and reached in the box of letters. My hand gripped at the next letter dated 8th of July.

July 8 2013

10000 Southwoods Boulevard, Long Beach, California

Long Beach, California

Dear Bria,

Have I mentioned that summer has already started? I think I did when the last time we talked whatnots. Haha. If only you could see how a mess my room right now cause I just finished packing my things and I'll be leaving for England in 3 days. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait to see my mom and my sisters. Oh and did I mention I'm the only boy in my family?

I wanted to see you first before I come back home although you were busy with your new movie with Seth. Am I right, my princess? Let me tell you a story about what happened today. Basically, my aphrodite, I was packing my bags at the apartment when your good old friend, Louis, came crashing in. He goes blabbering about he doesn't have any place to stay in for summer and he doesn't have friends cause you're busy with your film plus I think his boyfriend Edward (I think) is at Paris right now covering some photoshoots and because of his annoyance I told him he can stay with me in England for the summer. And you know what he did, my dear? He jumps and sing a song which I don't really know if it's a song then he hugs me saying all his thank yous. After he's done singing a song which I don't know, he told me