Saved By Her (GxG)✅

16

I woke up to Rachel reading. I don't think she's noticed me yet because I haven't moved at all. She looks so cute when she's reading.

She turned the page and her eyes caught mine.

"Well hey there sleeping beauty."

"Hii." I said and snuggled into her.

She closed her book and put it on her dresser. Looking at the clock I learnt it was 8pm.

"How are you feeling Frey?"

"I'm oki and you?"

"No baby how are you feeling after this afternoon. I wanna know what you're thinking baby."

I groaned and lifted my head from her and shifted my body around the bed so that I was sitting cross legged across from her. I noticed that I was in her clothes. Well her t-shirt and for some odd reason this made me happy.

"It was amazing baby. God I loved every second of it."

"Me too angel. Me too. But you only lasted one round. We need to up that number hmm?"

"Hmm."

"Angel was that your first time?"

I blushed and nodded.

"I've had sex with girls but I've never been on the receiving end."

"Any specific reason my love?" she brushed a strand of my hair out of my face and kissed my cheek.

"I didn't trust anyone. Besides I have all those scars and I don't want people to see them but anyway you did. I trust you and yeah."

"Thank you for trusting me my love. I love you. And I love your body. You're damn beautiful baby. Your body is so beautiful and hot. I hate seeing your scars because all I think of is the pain you went through but then I realise that what you've been through is what makes you who you are and I'm in love with you. Every part of you. And I love you Freya Adams."

I was in tears by the time she finished and I threw my arms around her and rested my head on her shoulder.
"I love you too baby."

"I know my love. Let's cuddle and talk please?"

"About?"

"Today. I wanna check in on you and find out some stuff. We haven't really done anything sexual."

"Uh okay."

"You're so cute angel."

She leaned down and kissed my nose.

"This afternoon was amazing. Thank you baby."

"Thank you for trusting me enough for that to happen."

"Sex to me was never something I thought I'd enjoy. I always associated sex with pain and hurt because that's all I'd ever received. Today changed that. Today was beautiful and caring and soft and loving. Fuck baby I love you."

"I love you too. I'm sorry that's what you associated sex with but with me you will never be forced to do anything you don't want to."

"I know." I pushed my head further into her neck and inhaled her scent.

"Baby you have triggers. Do you know what they are? I don't want us to be making love one minute and then you getting triggered by something I did."

"Uh yeah I have a few but I don't remember most or rather I don't know them yet. Can we take things a little slow when I'm receiving because I really don't know what will trigger and what won't."

"That's okay. How about before I do something I'll let you know and we go from there yeah?"

I nodded.

"And I want to have safe words please? So that we know how we are without having to directly ask."

"That's a good idea Rachel. You're so smart baby."

She giggled abit and it is honestly such an amazing sound.

"Can we do like a 3 tier system? Green for all good. Orange for things are going too fast and red for stop?" she asked as I felt her hand start rubbing circles on my back.

"That works but can I have a separate one? For when I'm triggered?"

"of course baby. Any ideas?"

"Black?"

"Baby it's your word. You don't have to question it. Now this was an intense conversation how about we get some rest?"

I looked up at her wanting her out of her shirt so I could lay my head on her chest and feel the warmth of her body.

"What is it my love? You look like somethings on your mind.", she said looking down at me.

"Nothing. It's stupid. Let's go to bed."

"Baby. Listen carefully okay?"

I nodded.

"Nothing. And I mean absolutely nothing is stupid when it comes to your thoughts and feelings. Do I make myself clear?"

"But..-"

"Nothing." she said firmly in her teacher voice which held command and power and was honestly a turn on.

"Okay."

"Now what is it honey?" her tone went back to being soft.

"I was wondering if you could maybe like take your shirt off so I could lay on your chest and have like the skin to skin contact. It kinda calms me down. You don't have to."

"Baby I'm not wearing anything under but.."
She pulled back from me and pulled her shirt over her head giving me a glorious view of her chest. Her gorgeous and sexy chest. Fuck, this woman is going to be the death of me.

Realizing I was staring, I averted my gaze and layed my head on her soft chest.

"You can stare."

I shook my head and let the sleep take over me as she rubbed my side.