when i was your man

midnight memories

January 1st, 2012

(Harry's pov)

Midnight. New year, new start, new choices, new hopes. I felt his soft warm lips kissing mine. Our bodies collapsed. It wasn't something new to kiss him, we do it multiple times over the day, but something just felt different. Different in a good way. I felt more lightnings running through my bones, a few more butterflies than usually were going crazy and my breath was stoping. He unlocked our lips for a moment, but our forheads still touched. "I love you so much, my angel." He said and smiled softly. "I love you more, Sunshine. Oh yes, this gonna be how I call you from now on." My smile was so big and I just felt so happy. "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" The boys ran into us and hugged us in a group. I knew Louis didn't felt very comfortable, but for his friends he got through. I was so very proud of him how he managed it, even if the last weeks were so bad. "Thank you." He said out of nowhere into my ear. "For what?" Completely confused I looked at him but still smiled. "For being here. For knowing me. For being mine. Just for everything." A tear left my eyes. "No, don't cry baby or else I will cry too." He said and pulled me into his arms. His hands holding my head tightly to his chest and his lips placing kisses on my hair. "I'm just so happy you think of that. I never thought I would meet the love of my life on a toilette, while wanting to hurt myself. You stopped me." My hair got a bit wet as he started to cry too.

2012 is now around two hours old. We all decided to go on the couch and play some videogames, while drinking beer and eating pizza. Liam, Niall and Zayn were sitting infront of the couch and Louis and I layed arm in arm on it. My head was cuddled on his chest and his arm slowly caressed my back. His fingertips lightly tickled, why I had to giggle. "What's so funny over there?" Liam asked as he turned around his head. "Yeah, why are you laughing without us?" Niall said and Zayn looked too. "He tickled me, not much." I said still giggling. Louis looked at me with a smirk and winked. He pulled me even closer and started to kiss my head. "Wanna go upstairs, Haz?" With a grin on his face he tried to get up. "We're going to bed now. My eyelids are getting heavy." He said and just walked upstairs with my hand holding tight. 

When he opened the door and we walked in, he directly pulled me up in his arms. My legs wrapping around his waist and him pushing us against the wall. Our kiss was intense but yet so soft. His hands running through my curls and my fingers holding his face, while our tongues were having a fight. Roughly he turned us around and slowly layed me down on his bed. He was above me and kissed me down my neck to my hips. His kisses were so soft but demanding and his hands just touched me everywhere. He looked at me until I nodded and then unbuckled my belt. His hands were sliding under my waistline pulling down my pants. And again he came up to my face kissed me on the lips and then down to my hips. Finally he pulled down my boxershorts and began to kiss my tip. His hand grabbing around my middle, going up and down. My eyes shut and mouth opened. Slowly he worked on my middle until he started to pull his pants down too. He turned me around and started to prepare me. In his drawer was a tube of lube and some condoms. He grabbed some. First he took a finger and tried to widen my arse. I always waited for the moment, where don't only feel him on me, but also in me. He made me feel loved and comforted. After a few minutes preparing, he opened the condompacking and put it on his penis. I heard the lube opening and saw how he put some on his dick. I felt how he came close. For the last time before starting he kissed me. After that I just felt numb. He pushed it in and out and it felt like cloud seven. First it hurted but the I just felt pleasure. Our bodies melted together as he started to thrust in. A few minutes later we both came. He layed down beside me and started to run his hands through my sweaty hair. "You are beautiful, angel. Never forget it." He said. I nodded at him. "And you are perfect."

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This chapter is really short, I know. But I just thought the last paragraph was a good ending. Next chapter is not only in Louis' and Harry's pov. There's gonna be a "new" person or rather just someone that hadn't have a big part. But one thing I can promise you, the story is gonna turn around 360 degrees and very sad and heartbreaking (in my opinion).

Loads of love, xoxo.

m.m.

PS: Hope you feel great and keep an eye on your health. Don't let yourself down. And not only treat others with kindness, treat YOURSELF with kindness too. Maybe make a skincare routine, try a new thing, buy new clothes YOU feel comfortable with (without caring about others opinions), make you self tea and some snacks, do execises, draw/paint, or just do something that always make you feel good. You gonna feel so much better and everybody around you would be thankful, cause they care about you too. I love every single one of you. Feel loved and love yourself. <333