when i was your man

liar

January 15th, 2012

(Harry's pov)

It was a beautiful day. This morning I woke up next to Louis. Well, that happens often, but this morning we had a date. We went brunching together. The restaurant was small and cute. Evrywhere fairy lights and cute plants hanging from the ceiling. It had such a great atmosphere in there and the food was great. When we ate our brunch he just stared at me. "Something's wrong, Lou?" I said and made a soft smile while putting my hand on his. "No. You are just beautiful and I really can't take my eyes of you, angel." Louis leaned forward for a kiss. Leaning in I grinned. I loved how he always made me feel worth living. His complimants, gestures, kisses and evrything affecting he did. My heart nearly imploded everyday. 

My first four classes were canceled and he had the day off, because he said he was sick. That's why we were brunching. I never liked to lie, so I decided to go to school after brunch. Also, I need the schoolstuff so my grade would stay great.

"Styles!" I turned around and saw Josh. He waved me over to him. Actually I had no idea why he would want me to come, because him and Louis are enemies since middleschool. I thought, if he hates Louis, he will hate me too. I mean, it would make sense, wouldn't it. "Yo Styles, bad news for you." He said and layed a hand down on my shoulder. "What's the matter?" My voice was pissed and sounded very deep. I just couldn't stand him. "I really don't want you to be hurt, but I..." He looked around before facing me again. "...I saw Louis kissing a girl yesterday." My eyes shut open. Clearly I didn't believe him. Why would Louis ever do this to me? He loves me. This morning he told me how beautiful I am, why would he kiss a girl then? Maybe he only said that, because he had a bad feeling, because he knew how much it would hurt me, if he would find anyone else pretty. Maybe he never loved me. "No he didn't." I said with an incredulous voice. I tried to ban this thought out of my had, but Josh had other plans. "I saw him. I'm sorry mate, but I thought you should know, that you boyfriend is cheating." I just stared on the wall behind him, as he turned away. My mouth was wide open and my eyes were burning. I felt, how a tear was slowly rolling down my cheek, and then multiple followed. Without noticing I just ran out the school. My mind hurted by the thought the love of my life would do this. I couldn't do it. I needed to get home and talk to him.

I ran the few blocks until I was there. As I stopped on the sidewalk in front of his house, I could see his outline in the window from his own room. I just stood there a few moments, remembering the words Josh said. Why would he do this? Out of nowhere I wasn't sad anymore, I was just angry. I never was that angry at someone, just myself. With a high pace I went to the door and nocked multiple times. "Harry? I thought you are at school?" He said trying to hug me. I just stepped back and rushed through the door. "What is wrong, angel?" His voice was worried, I could hear it. "Don't fucking call me angel, you liar!" My voice was raising with every word. "Woah, what the fuck is wrong?" Trying to calm me he grabbed my hand softly. I just pulled it back and pushed him. "Why would you ever fucking do that you bastard?!" Actually, it wasn't even a real question. It was more like 'I know you did it and actually don't wanna know why.' His look was confused and questioning. "What did I do? Tell me!" Louis raised his voice too, as he realised he couldn't calm me down. "Oh, you know exactly what you did, but you can't even tell me why?! Sorry, but I'm going now. I'm done with you and your lies!" I just yelled and ran out of the door. 

Never in my life I ran so fast. No matter where I will end up, I just want to get away from here. From this place of a liar, a fucking liar. He said he loved me, he said I'm perfect. He said I'm his ever after. Why did I trusted and believed this douchebag? I told him all my secrets, the reason I cut and all my feelings. He knows everything about me, even the things I thought I would never tell anyone. How could he play with my heart and let it break? He knows how fragile I am. He knows, I have trust issues.

(Josh's pov)

I knew what I did. And it went perfect. "And how was it? Did it work out?" Luke, my best friend, said as he sat down next to me. "Yeah, it went perfect." I said proudly. 

Louis and I were always enemies. I've always wanted to hurt him in the best way, like he did with me, when he left me. Since kindergarden we were best friends. We did everything together, oujr moms were best friends too and everything was perfect. But in middleschool it changed. He found a new best friend and just left me there. I was alone, had no friends and even our moms stopped meeting. Everything just because of Niall. This bastard. He stole me my best friend. They even started being mean to me and told everyone to stay away from me. I was so hurt. But now I grew up, found many new friends, more than he has and I'm popular. The whole years I tried to find his weakest point, but never found it. And then he met Harry. It was perfect. I know he loves him with his whole heart and would never stop loving him. My plan was perfect. He would be hurt and I would get the revenge for him, I always wanted for him.

That was only the first part of the revenge. The second part would make him hurt even more. I put even more salt in his wound.

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Hey angels,

I know Josh's part is very short, but much to explain for him wasn't there. It's just there, so you know why he lied. Like a small explaination.

Loads of love and affection to every single one of you, xoxo.

m.m.

PS: !Dailyreminder! You are beautiful and loved. Don't ever think you're not worth it. And don't worry about finding the one, he/she/they is waiting for you. Sometimes things just take more time for you, than for others. And don't be affraid of love, even if you got heart broken. One person shouldn't destroy your luck. Sometimes you just have to be patient.